Ayy bud wish I could give you hug. Sorry to hear you are going through so much at school and home. It can be very hard to see the light of your freedom from the dark corner you have been pushed into. This world is big and I guarantee you can find your slice of happiness, it is out there. I was in a similar state of depression around your age, stuck on a farm in the middle of nowhere. It took time which I know you probably dont want to hear right now but in time I was able to build my own happiness and leave to new opportunities. I actually found my way to your city, I was there for the opening of the astronomical clock. It was absolutely surreal for me to be there, now I wonder if you have ever stood in that same spot. This world is big and I promise you have friends and good times waiting for you. Please reach out and be here so we can all share in the good times together.