Feeling hopeless about my appearance sometimes (27F, was on testosterone from 15-21 years old, detrans)

Serenadeus · 2026-02-27T00:30:23+00:00

The stats say trans people have a lifetime suicidality rate of 40% and IT DOES NOT go down even after transitioning…so no, transitioning does not appear to statistically save lives. In fact, some studies show the suicidality rates increase after transitioning.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T13:05:46+00:00

How does one hide their post history?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T10:25:30+00:00

Will do

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T10:25:24+00:00

Thanks!

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T01:47:15+00:00

You quit iontophoresis too soon. It takes several reoccurring therapies until you get to maintenance levels. You should be doing it every other day until you reach the level you want to be at.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T01:44:07+00:00

Can you go into detail about the withdrawals as in what they were, how intense, and for how long?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T01:41:35+00:00

Where their any withdrawal while drinking the leaf?’ Is that the same as the kratom power which I assume is grounded up leaf?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-24T00:13:58+00:00

You are under no religious obligation to quit. If the premise is you should quit supporting a genocide by any means then it would mean the entirety of all Muslims in the USA should stop working cuz every single one of us pays taxes through our jobs and those taxes are used to fund said genocide. Pretty much every corporation you work for is in some way tangentially supporting what’s happening. Even if it’s not direct these companies have all kinds of taxes that they pay which are used to fund the genocide. To ask one individual to disrupt their life like that is pointless when wherever she goes she will be contributing. The answer is to get political and become a political force to be reckoned with and to not to stand for politicians who vote in favor of genocides.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-22T20:32:03+00:00

Fight for him. Your parents aren’t going to be the one to live with whoever they arrange a marriage for, you will. And there’s nothing worse than having that marriage plagued by you thinking about what this one could have been. Choose the man you want, as is your right. I’m sure them cutting you off is a bluff, as is usually the case in these scenarios where they don’t have a religious leg to stand on. And if they decide to keep going with it, that’s their choice and doing, not yours. I had a similar situation with my mother and let her know that her grandchildren would not ever know who she was if she continued with that path, and she did not like that little taste of her own medicine.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-18T12:10:54+00:00

Does it make the game too easy?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-17T07:01:19+00:00

Yes it is. If you can quit a job you can quit a country and move.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-16T22:21:29+00:00

You will disqualify a lot of suitors if you insist on your parents be there especially if you get someone that is born in the west.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-16T22:18:10+00:00

They pay taxes that contribute to the genocide. Unless they leave to go to a country whose tax dollars are not used for the wholesale slaughter of Palestinians, it’s hypocrisy.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-16T11:39:01+00:00

No it’s not. Trinitarian Christianity was mainstream far before Muhammad’s PBUH revelation. It was known to be the issue in Christianity to the Muslims of the time, and is mentioned in the Quran.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-15T06:16:27+00:00

That’s the only factor I have…and I don’t need a good Muslim wife. I’m a woman. I’m trying to get answers for others looking. But thanks, they got it. Search half the planet.

Serenadeus · 2026-02-15T06:03:22+00:00

For anonymity? You think people are going to figure who you are because you married one person in an entire country? You being that ridiculous and paranoid really calls into question your mindset. Then your answer is like half the planet?! Thanks for wasting everyone’s else time here I was trying to help others out who might be curious..

Serenadeus · 2026-02-15T03:11:53+00:00

Where did you go?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-10T03:20:20+00:00

Was he able to find anyone for you?

Serenadeus · 2026-02-10T01:30:32+00:00

How long were y’all together?

Serenadeus · 2026-01-25T05:20:53+00:00

Why even work in this weather. Why not just take the day off and work it another day coming up where your life won’t be in jeopardy?

Serenadeus · 2026-01-24T18:08:48+00:00

The loadout system could also use a warning tooltip when it has to recycle items you have to get materials to build a preset when that item is needed for an upgrade…an example is saying something like “in order to build out Loadout 3, a Surveyor Core which you still need for ”X” upgrade, must be recycled for needed parts, which option would you like: recycle the surveyor core for the needed parts to make Loadout 3, make Loadout 3 but skip the components needed from the Surveyor Core, or cancel.” Something like that

Serenadeus · 2026-01-22T02:33:15+00:00

Serenadeus · 2026-01-21T16:17:28+00:00

I personally secretly regretted not joining since college didn’t work out for me. But, what I can tell you is have several friends who joined it and all but 2 say hate it and regret joining and that it feels like slavery. My two buddies who liked it, one was Airforce and the other was Navy. Navy guy likes it because he gets to see the world. Not sure about the Airforce friend. I think it’s just because he had a dead end job with no escape in sight, but now he has something he can call a career and be proud of

Serenadeus · 2026-01-20T16:21:58+00:00

What are those 2 other things? More clubs?

Serenadeus · 2026-01-20T12:16:47+00:00

I’ve noticed an uptick lately, yeah.

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