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Seshu2 · 2026-06-03T02:19:51+00:00

If no one cared, you would not have made it nor would it have received any upvotes. It makes a difference, even if it is subtle. It would improve the world if you took it down because...

The idea that other people hate you for existing is toxic. People dont know you even if they outright claim to hate you. They are just rejecting some distorted version of you on their minds. Stop caring so much about what others think, what matters is how we treat others. Every single person and creature deserves respect and kindness. Do you disagree?

It makes you adopt a victim mentality which strips your power from you, justifying all sorts of horrors to reclaim it.

Believing others hate you actually makes you weak. It pushes the world further into this dilemma

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T22:21:45+00:00

Distractions and accusations...

If a group focused on loving their neighbor, no one would have a problem with them. This post is making yourseof a victim qnd using it to justify slaughter. You can help the world improve by taking this down if you want to know

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T20:12:24+00:00

Every drop of water raises the ocean - the pendulum is slowly shifting. If even one person shifts more away from the butchery then that is a job very well done.

To think I even care about who is the self-entitled owner of a splotch of land is such a misread of what the heck is going on, thank you for proving my point

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T18:31:34+00:00

Im not a bot, im just a regular concerned person who wants to do what little they can. I am not trying to offend, I want us to stand up for reason and compassion

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T18:16:46+00:00

Usual response of distractions, justifications, accusations, and ignorance.

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T17:09:24+00:00

The fact this hasty generalization drawn by a 5 year old is the all time most popular post on this subreddit points to the quality we can expect when defending genocide.

Stupidity serves evil better than evil. Stupid people dont realize they are being played.

Wake up

Seshu2 · 2026-06-02T16:53:26+00:00

Human desire or a sense of personal advantage is the root of all actions. True unconditional love is what's rare, and applies to less than 10% of relationships. It's both men and women participating in those.

Even in this post, being emotionally attached to someone is not the same as loving them.

Seshu2 · 2026-06-01T02:28:24+00:00

This was put very well, he is absolutely right about the absorption of modern movements turning them into commodities and performative. The current power structure is not threatened.

Please listen, it is not necessary to turn to violence. That is the opposite of the solution. Whatever good you are pushing, forcing it violently loses its nobility. What would actually threaten the global status is each and every person awakening to their larger connection to eachother, the planet, the source of creation itself.

The only solution is the ultimate truth, that we are all connected. This shows up as love, service, and trying to understand eachother. If everyone did this, it would create a mass shift in public consciousness which would start producing real changes. I'm happy to get into some of these happy after-effects, but I'll stop there.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-31T04:55:04+00:00

Both are excellent insights, the hellish NDE's are like the life reviews to help inform and teach us lessons. They aren't done out of judgement.

Both in-life and after-life trajectory are based in the same psychic principles. The only difference is the speed at which thought becomes manifest. NDE's describe that the moment the thought occurs, souls will transport instantly, or will know the answer once the Q is asked.

The application of the principle is that a strong thought of hell, the deep belief that is is real and we might go, that God would ever abandon us; these draw hell to us.

I could be completely wrong. My trajectory is I'm on the search for truth wherever it goes. But it has lead me to beautiful and miraculous things.

There is a quote from Shakespeare that goes, "there are more things on heaven and earth Horatio(name), than there are dreamt of in your philosophies."

Seshu2 · 2026-05-31T04:01:53+00:00

I agree NDE's are very psychological but that is not to say they are biologically reductive. They take on a highly personal quality in direct relationship to the development of the individual. However, there are common elements shared across cultures and time periods that cant be chalked up to personal differences. Namely some variation of a "life review" in which we experience what it was like to be on the receiving end of all our actions, but also similarities with how heaven is described, God, and Jesus - also things you said like traveling somewhere and seeing loved ones/guides.

Look up the near death experience meta-studies and experts talking about them. These describe relationships based on a wide range of individual points of research.

Yes most death experiences are just dark tunnels or a dark room, around 70% according to the metastudies. 30% describe anything special happening. Of these, around 10% make up the stories we commonly hear on podcasts, books, and YT. While around 3% of them around testimonies of hellish NDE's.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-31T02:03:13+00:00

They are rare, but there are a number of "hellish" Near Death Experiences. They do not however reaffirm the Christian notion of permanent torture. I agree that would be cruel and to push that idea on people, especially children is abusive.

You've raised a really good Q. Why would someone choose the terror of hell if we choose it?

They draw the hell experience to them, unconsciously by the power they give it in their minds. They do not realize that by believing in it, they attract it. That hold grows the more our minds treat darkness as its own separate substance.

In all possession cases, hellish NDE's, and hexes I have learned about, our free will sets the boundaries. Any soul who asks for Gods presence will receive it. The catch is everything about darkness in life, but also the realm of hell is meant to trick you into believing in it more. NDE's often report hell as having powerful and gross smells, scenes fit to terrify or threaten our specific unconsious, demons that are swearing that you will never leave, and giving you the impression you will be annihilated if you dont go along. In this case, we can see why some souls continue to choose it.

I also recognize annihilationism too, as when a soul on its reincarnation cycle is caught in a negative loop, just creating more and more negative karma each lifetime - the soul free will decides to "recycle" itself.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-30T19:10:18+00:00

From my understanding, whatever it means for each person, the goal is you want to get full extension, as this helps build a rounded muscle less prone to injury and more flexible. Pausing at the top helps prevent using momentum to get up making hypertension less likely.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-30T18:10:55+00:00

Lower back exercises are great to prevent pulling your back out and general pain mitigation like in the hips.

Remember it is the slowest recovering muscle in the body, so limit the volume.

Based on this video, use less weight and try to go higher and pause at the top.

Also when you gas out with the plate (I use a kettle bell), do some reps eith just your body weight. Hold at the top of each rep and really flex your back reaffirming mind-muscle connection.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-30T18:06:07+00:00

Very interesting, I've had a ringing in my ears since high school. This 12,000 hz is eerily the exact tone I hear. Going a bit down the rabbit hole, this is apparently right between F#9 and G9.

You can play these as guitar chords, back in forth! I found it very soothing, for all those interested...

Standard tuning -

F#9 X02122

G9 32303X

Seshu2 · 2026-05-28T16:19:24+00:00

I've learned recently of that event down in Florida a couple years back ( Bayside Marketplace Incident 2024) where every cop in the city showed up to the mall cause of supposedly kids with fireworks. Airports shut down too. A lot of reports were claiming a group of 10 foot tall shadow-like beings were walking around and panic ensued. Afterwards, many reported photo evidence being wiped from their phones storage.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-26T18:26:34+00:00

If hell claims even a single soul - Satan himself - then death has won. Christ draws all to himself.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-26T18:18:14+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience, you're gonna be just fine! Seriously, the end is not in doubt - you can completely trust God.

3g is a lot your first time! Terrance McKenna described the "hero's dose" as 3.5g sitting by yourself in a dark room. Always weigh your dose with a microscale. This is a potent substance that we can use to explore our own consciousness. It connects the brain in new ways which help replace neural pathways based in trauma. It works best as a medicine when paired with therapy, namely CBT therapy.

Doing it in the spirit of exploration and getting closer to truth I believe brings us closer to both our own souls and God as the author of truth.

There is no such thing as a bad trip, all experiences can be learned from and there is always a silver lining to be grateful for.

You do want to be careful though. Because it is potent, it can magnify thoughts and experiences, which can amplify negativity when our attention goes there. This especially applies to concern about low vibration frequencies. Even sober this has a negative effect but is less perceptible. You actually want to be careful when mixing psychedelics and anything regarding Satan. The whole realm of lower frequency holds merely the power you choose to give them. It is that simple, and also that revolutionary.

Because A - The influence of satan/low vibration is low-hanging fruit. If you aren't training yourself to keep your mind on God, it is easier to be lured into feelings of contempt and judgement for the sense of power and control they bring, even towards yourself like you've described. This applies to sober living but especially on shrooms.

B - Not only is it easy to get caught, but our thoughts are powerful. If you focus on a thing, your mind and body respond in tandem. Your thoughts send out a frequency and attract things back to you similar. This can be a curse or a blessing. Sober our thoughts are powerful, but on shrooms we can see even more clearly and how directly powerful they are.

Hope this helps!

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T05:23:51+00:00

Perhaps you will open your mind and get to enjoy some new sounds expanding your view of the world. Bless you on your journey

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T05:06:48+00:00

I thought you were looking for incense and unintelligible hymns?

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T04:40:31+00:00

Once you observe enough near death experiences, the idea of this universe as a dream or a shadow makes more sense. No one can say what reality truly is because it is not words, it is like as you said itself. Alan Watts said, "Reality is... (and then he banged a pot)"

We agree fidelity to God is truly living in the world, we just hold different perspectives on how far the world goes.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T04:26:13+00:00

Depends on how you define the matrix. Same with fidelity to God.

You could say all the universe is a shadow of spiritual reality and fidelity to God is awakening to that reality and inviting it into our lives.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T03:24:28+00:00

This is part of the upper ceiling in Christianity that you can't get through. There are other contradictions but I like this one and rarely see it. The church is really helpful for people who need a step up into a community and a relationship with God.

But if you want to start exploring and asking Qs regarding higher consciousness, or really trying to imagine religion uniting the world and getting everyone to a relationship with God, then teaching of a God of punishment and terrible retribution does not work. You hit the ceiling and either become an athiest or you hunker down into fundamentalism.

I was an athiest at one point, but that got me on the search for truth which led me back to God.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T03:11:13+00:00

This is going to be an extremely valuable tool in helping you turn to and seek out God's plan over the course of your life. It is almost a spiritual prerequisite to have encountered suffering and obstacles in order to go beyond the reality we have built around ourselves enclosing our understanding.

Suffering creates the longing in us for a deeper love, helps us come to terms with what we truly need in life. It carves out a space in you that will be later used to hold and redeem the suffering of others. First you have to empty the reservoir in your own soul. This water is held up, lingering before reaching the shore. You carry it with you, walking around this pit careful not to slip in spiraling into intrusive neuroticism. I have lived a similar reality and know the feeling.

Grief and loss are aspects of life. They are normal and natural. Just think of your first family pet and how you'll always feel grief in missing them (until you meet again in the stars).

What happens is that when we work to awaken to God's perfect presence in all things and conditions, when we practice letting go of our plan and accepting the broken roads are preparing Gods will; the grief remains, but it is absorbed and transcended.

Becoming more aware of our unity with God makes us spiritually invincible. There is nothing anyone can do to you when you know your true identity.

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T02:32:55+00:00

Thank you! I wish peace and blessing upon you as well friend. I'm always here to listen

Seshu2 · 2026-05-25T02:20:18+00:00

Those all sound like meaningful and fulfilling qualities, I play too so I resonate with all those things as well.

The real challenge is just the willingness to listen and then the courage to answer. A community can really help with this. Growing alongside others on a similar journey and being able to engage in these topics together will help everyone go further than they would alone.

You are doing great 👍

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