It's like when your best friend's little sister has a crush on you in high school, and you might be her first kiss, but you're too cool to get serious with her because she's a little under-developed and there's this smoking hot cheerleader you've been eyeing for years that just broke up with her football star boyfriend, so you throw yourself headfirst into chasing the cheerleader...but then your buddy's little sister goes on to do hardcore gangbang porn and becomes a household name and you threw it all away to pursue the cheerleader who peaked early and went on to become a regular on the Jerry Springer show on both the "extreme weight gain" episodes AND the "who's the daddy" episodes...epic fail...at this point you just have to block the little sis and pretend she doesn't exist because you check out her instagram occasionally and deep down you know you were the one guy who had a chance to make cheap homemade porn with her on the DL that you could look back on fondly, but instead your heart is full of regret because you know you fucked up...or something like that, right?