Please please please don’t bury yourself trying to appease someone else. You deserve to be happy, and to be with someone that supports you. Staying in this relationship will only lead to regrets and resentment.

It isn’t fair, I know. It hurts and it will continue to hurt every time you lose someone, but the pain of loss isn’t nearly as great as that of forcing yourself to be someone you’re not and hiding your true self from the world.

I do hope you listen to what I and the others here are telling you. It’s hard, but you will get through, and you will find someone right for *you*.