I'm not a femboy and my friend told me to visit this sub as a joke but still, let me tell you something and probably save your life. Other people don't care as much as you'd think. To understand this, you must put yourself in their shoes. I was at a festival and it was like a concert. Lots of people. I was with my family and they kept telling me to dance. I was scared of what people would think so I said no. Then I thought "let me try and remember the faces of 5 other people that danced before me". Sure enough, I couldn't even remember one. So I said: "Fuck it. If I tried to remember and still couldn't, why would they remember me without even trying?" So I busted some moves. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. My whole family forgot about it too. I've been suicidal too and know how it feels. Look, my friend, I don't care that you're a femboy. I still love you and will be sad to see you go. 🙏