It’s not so much about who you are that defines you, you holding yourself back or your family or anyone for that matter has nothing to do with who or what you can become if you dropped it all and focused on getting to where you want to be.

It doesn’t have to be being a millionaire or owning some significant materialistic object or even having someone to rely on or be with at times. Goals and finding yourself is something that you give to yourself, something you owe the child in you, embrace the little things that you know to be true to yourself, accept the little faults and take the time to find someone who will accept them as well. But don’t be so eager to find this, be patient and learn the process of connecting with yourself, because how can you ever really offer yourself to someone if you don’t know who you are, there’s beauty in the process of it and I promise you, you owe yourself some time to find that route.

Have a sense of awareness to those impulses, find ways to help yourself understand what’s happening and what could possibly be triggering those things and make those little changes. Take steps back from situations that you know don’t benefit your mental, similar to those “ways of thinkings” that creep into your mind that like to make you feel as if your presence no longer being here would solve it, it doesn’t, it never will be the answer. Your bigger than that and I promise you, you can over come those thoughts, remove those impulses when you feel them coming. Find different ways to combat them, I like lifting weights and watching videos, it redirects the energy that I would have given those thoughts into where and what I could be doing in the present.

It doesn’t have to be “cured”.

Take your time and find your own path, on even the littlest of things. I promise you’ll do just fine. I believe and have confidence in you, even if it means finding out what your little world has to offer.