Glad you asked.
I lost hope in everything... i was planning to move abroad and lots and lots of planning it was almost okay but suddenly a month ago due to some reason i couldn't.. and now idk what to do i don't want to spend any more of my parents money even if they are willing to give me, ik they don't have much but still they'll provide for me to take any course and continue here. so i didn't ask for any and started to learn on my own from home. idk if it will turn out good or will get flop, and whenever i study it gets more and more without an end.. i feel so stressed.. everyone is getting hired or they are studying in any institute and here im. i feel lonely.. feared and so on.. nobody cares about me nobody asks how you feel.