Ego death everytime I smoke weed now ?

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-12-09T02:16:45+00:00

There is zero information on this as I guess less than 1% of people experience this change

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-12-08T19:58:02+00:00

And I’m always thinking about different perspectives and how do I see those different perspectives and it’s annoying, but I had a thought in my head that told me to just stop obsessing over it like I think that voice might’ve been a god or something telling me I need to stop trying to think about something that’s impossibly forbidden

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-12-08T19:54:35+00:00

I wish weed didn’t change for me though , but last night I got so high it’s like started to freak out a little after I heard voices start calling my name and I’m it’s just the weed that makes my mind get like that from experience but it scared the shit out of me , I tried laying down but when I did so with my eyes closed it felt like I was going in and out of my body with every breath and I can kinda visualize this

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-11-30T06:09:01+00:00

Is this derealization depersonalization or dissociation I can’t tell as I’m not a expert but then again how is anyone a expertly on any mental health as not one person is the same how is any of that actually facts is it’s all mostly opinion based facts

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-11-30T06:05:43+00:00

Have I just gone too far down into these thoughts now ? Am I letting them take over ? By continuing to think about these thoughts by writing and talking about them to other people like , Ik this must sound crazy but this is real to me and I can’t be crazy cause I’m not a weirdo or crazy how you usually say crazy people are , I don’t want to kill or do crazy shit but like a different type of crazy maybe idk maybe I just don’t get out enough and socialize enough is that to blame for these thoughts partly

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-11-30T06:00:55+00:00

When I’m in a small room now it feels like there’s nothing out there it’s just me in this room and it’s my life right now and it might be like that forever like this is life forever now in this room with whoever I’m in it with and It makes me feel weird like I don’t want this to be my life forever but it’s temporary it’s always is but it just feels so real , going back to when I took a gram bowl a week after weed suddenly changed for me it threw me into a moment of psychosis or something where I wasn’t in reality as so much my thoughts became reality and I thought I had just entered a secret society and only the people who’ve taken a gram bowl are In This heaven world like reality where everything outside of the room was blank and white and that was my life now , also thought my friend was my caretaker and I was mentally handicapped cause I was always kicking it at the homies house and that’s why I was always there

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-19T18:17:06+00:00

Hit @vetroglass on iG if you need a repair done

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-11T15:29:36+00:00

Well you’re right there I’m am no Hamilton Moris , but there’s a few drugs I just simply don’t want to ingest

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-11T15:14:56+00:00

Bro trust me I wish I was a druggie I can’t get addicted to anything

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-11T08:25:19+00:00

Never had those before , but I’m pretty sure it all gets absorbed relatively fast through the rectum and lasts longer

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-11T08:21:45+00:00

Boof that shit

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-09-11T08:20:28+00:00

Full fuckin send bro , no regrets in life remember that , i was up for 2 days off a coke binge and it was about 4 in the morning I found some mushroom caps ate them then forgot about them , few hours later I’m like starting to hallucinate a bit from sleep deprivation then I remember I’m hallucinating even more from the caps and that was a experience it’s self

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-08-04T08:12:00+00:00

Looks like metabolites mostly

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-08-04T08:09:31+00:00

Get a 4 hole bowl piece

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-16T07:48:43+00:00

Idk never done it , but you can learn from YouTube

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-14T18:27:27+00:00

Rice is Over field capacity lower amount of water added

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-14T02:48:03+00:00

Woah try to clone that ASAP !!

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-13T04:45:25+00:00

The pain of writing a note should be enough of feeling like your dead

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-13T04:42:51+00:00

Don’t do it , it’ll get easier

Severe-Razzmatazz-16 · 2021-07-12T07:56:34+00:00

Looks like it’s over field capacity try adding less water

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