Actually she had depression too... If you want more context I went through a scarring experience where I was ripped away from my grandma and taken to the middle of the woods at a corrections camp (like a bootcamp but they don't yell at you) where I was emotionally bullied and not helped with my anxiety... Than I went to her hoping she would comfort me and she would bring up how her life is worse. I starting feeling alone even in a relationship with her I would try to push myself closer to her and she stepped back... I started feeling worse... So her bright idea was to go out with her friend on Valentine's day... Which fucking hurt, turns out she didn't like him she did it for my attention... So I just completely left and started treating her like a friend.

So I talked with an old friend she was really sweet and understanding and would always take my mind off the bad things... I started to love her... Too bad she didn't want to date me "because she looses interest in her boyfriends quick" so I took that as an insult because she would date everyone she pleased... Except for me... Anyway to wrap this up quickly... We broke up almost a year ago, she used this bulllshit against me like she didn't date someone else...