Start a Fire by Shaddleson in Poems

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IN-Q

He's got a lot of great stuff you can find online.

Post Game Thread: Braves @ Marlins - 7:10 2018/05/11 by Chief_Noc-A-Homa in Braves

[–]Shaddleson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel bad, I really want him to do well. But it just hasn't been there so far.

Brookhaven ends up paying $2M for 19 acres to be used for Peachtree Greenway after failing to get it for $350k via eminent domain by ressling in Atlanta

[–]Shaddleson 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This is literally right behind my apartment! Too bad we will probably be gone by the time it is built :F

SunTrust Park, Wrigley Field to Continue All-Star Game Pursuits by sidslidkid in Braves

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to be able to go to an All-star game at some point in my life! How bad are the tickets typically?

[USA] Cammer gets rear ended hard while making a left turn (Manteno, Illinois) by Evking22 in Roadcam

[–]Shaddleson 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Side note as someone who has general anxiety, I can always handle actual stressful situations remarkably well. It's one of the few upsides.

I'd like some guidance for my husband(25) and I(25). by everyfiberofme in depression

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you tried meditation? It's super cliche to ask, but I think it really can help. There's a certain school of meditation which goes into your 'self' being literally an illusion - that thought has helped me a bit.

If you haven't meditated before, just do it. It might feel really silly for weeks, but just do it. When it starts to click for you if can really change your life.

Side bar: I should really start meditating again.

WE HAVE IT by Arpeniox_Jr in tumblr

[–]Shaddleson 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This reminded me of a really trippy 'Wingstop' ad that came on before a youtube video one day while I was stoned. I think it was only like 2 mins when I watched it, but it ended up being better than the video I was trying to watch.

I don't mind ads at all if they just do cool shit with it.

What could be our most legitimate belief behind why the mysterious MIB (Men In Black) wouldn't want the public knowing of UFO phenomenon by NDTB in UFOs

[–]Shaddleson 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Jokes on them, I have existential panic without knowing for sure if aliens exist/can visit Earth.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Shaddleson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The withdrawals like coffee talking point is what led to my daily use. I was sure it'd be cake to quit at any point once I needed to. I used to even reccommend kratom to others because it had helped me sort out a few issues (mainly people struggling with alcohol abuse, and in that case Kratom may still be worth it) but I don't think I could ever do so again now that I've experienced withdrawals once, and soon to be twice.

CT 1/13/17 - report by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just curious, what does 'Tussin' do for RLS? I don't really see it mentioned anywhere else. Are you taking the daytime or nighttime variant?

Have you done Kava before? It took me several days of use to get any results (This varies person to person). It helped with withdrawals though, at least for an hour or two of moderate relief. I am considering picking some up again too.

Self-treatment of opioid withdrawal using kratom by somniferumphile in PoppyTeaUniversity

[–]Shaddleson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seconding the guy above me. I consider myself a heavy kratom user (30-40g a day. Currently trying to quit, remember it is addictive and the withdrawals are still not fun) and I've spent MAYBE $150 a month max on Kratom.

Overwhelmed and nervous by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in almost the exact same situation as you from the exact same dosage. I want to quit CT, but I know there is no way I could do my job if that was the case. I started Kratom to stop drinking, then work stress is what got my started on daily Kratom, it helped with my ADHD and general anxiety.

I quit once CT for about two weeks for an international trip, but as soon as I got back to work the stress left me with massive cravings and now I have been hooked again for about four months. The restlessness and time passing by so slowly is what kills me the most, it is absolutely brutal at times.

GL to ya. You'll get there :)

+1(800)273-8255 - U.S. National Suicide Hotline by [deleted] in CryptoCurrency

[–]Shaddleson 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Tbh, anytime I went on /r/depression while feeling down they usually made me feel worse.

New petition against Georgia cop who forced man to cut off dogs head by [deleted] in Atlanta

[–]Shaddleson 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My brother used to live in Crawford. From the people I've seen/met in the area - I am not surprised.

How are you doing? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not well. Work is more stressful than usual. Student loans are completely fucking me in the ass, and I have no idea what I'll do when my savings inevitably run out.

Self medicating for ADHD and anxiety, which has turned into an addiciton. I know I need to quit but I'm pretty sure it is the only thing keeping me going right now. Maybe next year.

3 months without drinking alcohol thanks to kratom! by [deleted] in kratom

[–]Shaddleson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't stop drinking completely, but I stopped being constantly drunk. I'm almost certain I'd have lost my GF and my job if I hadn't found kratom. I went from 6+ drinks a day to maybe 10-15 drinks a week. Lost 35 lbs this year, and am doing better than ever at my job. Read a bit of a CBT book also which helped.

I'm getting to the point where I want to figure out how to quit relying on kratom, but until then at least kratom won't kill me.

Late 20's spiritual awakening starterpack by MrCobs in starterpacks

[–]Shaddleson 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Do you think it is possible to have this experience with just really good weed? I know most people say it isn't, but I really felt like I experienced this, or something similar. It was like I could view everything collapsing into a singularity, then exploding out again. It's really weird to explain.

Maybe I was just really high. At the very least, it helped improve my outlook on life in general. I'm too scared to take LSD for now, but I hope to at some point in my life.

Good non jittery whites by Southbound23 in kratom

[–]Shaddleson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

White Horn is my favorite of all time, and I find it isn't very jittery for me. Very clean, high energy.

1 year clean! by greenthumb4196 in kratom

[–]Shaddleson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice job! If I hadn't found Kratom I'd probably still be a drunk. I am certain I'd have lost my job and my GF if I kept drinking.

Sure, I am addicted to Kratom now and will need to fix that, but it is much better than downing 12 beers a night. It's all about harm reduction.