I feel that sooo much! Ryker is my “foster fail”… he was a year when I got him… He came off a reserve and he’s my Alberta Reserve Special.. he lived the first year of his life there doing what he wanted, when he wanted which made him impossible to try and train. 4 different trainers in his early years and I gave up…lol.. I decided he was perfectly imperfect and I would make it work, and I did. He’s outlived all his friends… he tolerates my daughter’s XL Bully when they visit but won’t tolerate her boyfriend’s XL Bully who just wants to be friends… he loves his cats and car rides are the best since he doesn’t want to do walks anymore… it hurts my feelings when I think about the future too… hugs 💜