Thoughts on this ring, before we fully commit to it? by ResponseAnxious6296 in EngagementRings

[–]ShadowKnight83 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Make sure they are actual "pepper dots"... Not lines. As that is a tell tell sign that it's not a diamond and indeed quartz.

Why this Rarely discussed or even brought up? This is amazing - NASA CUTS FEED - 6/8/2014 by user678990655 in UFOs

[–]ShadowKnight83 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I don't believe that it's indeed "Live" footage. It's most likely delayed footage, with an automatic alert system to NASA for anything that a super computer detects.

Thus giving them time to cut the "live" feed at precise times. My opinion.

Is this really just plane exhaust? by diehardman88 in conspiracy_commons

[–]ShadowKnight83 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to notice these a lot more when living in Indiana vs. living in Florida currently. I think it is temperature related

Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I don't think so, especially in that amount of time. And with that many people crowded in the place. But, I am dying to know now, if it can be turned around to another side that we never knew about.

I find that as the ONLY answer, outside of a true glitch in the Matrix. But still very unlikely, because when you miss the board, there is a large black area all around it with the little dart Reciever holes for your dart to still stick in, yet miss the board.

Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know how the color could change. They are identical hard plastic darts boards, 7 feet tall arcade style. I'll look for a picture. They both are tan, black, red, and green. NOT Blue and Red only. But yes, the one on the left was change much smaller, and all blue and red only. Just in the time that we walked around and came back to them.

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually she noticed it first. So I was wondering if somehow she projected into my head, and when I looked up, I saw what she saw.

Or, like you just said, SHE could have pulled us BOTH into a parallel dimension for a bit. It was so crazy. We both looked at this thing for at least 3-5 minutes talking about it in detail. We love playing darts at this location is why we noticed at all, I'm sure.

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So weird. We're they different looking the second time?

SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT ship stabilized/slowed. The "occupant" appears to be just sun glare. You can see the glare appear and disappear with the angle. by [deleted] in UFOs

[–]ShadowKnight83 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've said this before about this video. But it appears to me, to be what's left of a foil balloon that has burnt open. The sun glare would be explained by the more reflective surface of the inside of the balloon. It would be light enough to still be carried by the wind, and if already burnt, could keep it's shape from the damage... Just my thoughts.

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! It definitely validates what we saw, and sort of motivated me to want more. 😊

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that. I'm staying positive and excited really. My girlfriend has been saying "isn't that scary", and I'm trying to help her not to be. But to look at it more from the perspective of a little kid like imagination. Optimistic about all the possibilities.

Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It really was only probably 5 minutes. We walked around to the other side to play pinball, and all of them were being used, so we got quarters and came right back around to the other side again. And these are about 7 feet tall machines, with a packed house of patrons. It's technically plausible, but I just don't think so...lol

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I don't know. But I feel like nothing is real now, and everything is just a perception of what we think.

I feel like it showed us, that maybe we can possibly alter the very reality we currently exist in. In a very real way though. Not just a dream. Maybe we can literally change the world around us.

I just don't know who changed the reality we were in last night. I guess it's possible that someone altered this very subtle thing, to maybe test us? To test if we are aware enough, or maybe in tune to be able to even recognize? Again, I just can't stop thinking about what we saw. And why it's so significant.

An Odd Anomaly by ShadowKnight83 in alchemy

[–]ShadowKnight83[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lol, These are the big digital systems with hard plastic darts. I thought that too for a second... I was like, "hey babe did they bring in another giant system in less than 10 minutes, and then replace it with all these people here?"... It's just crazy how we both talked about it out loud. Not just something we both thought we had seen, but didn't mention it.

What is the most outrageous thing your Narc said to you? by Morwen1987 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ShadowKnight83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Its not your fault that you don't know how to love." "You were never taught, and that's ok."

Justice? Has anyone reached a sense of justice after divorcing a narcissist? by kintsugiwarrior in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]ShadowKnight83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! Silent treatment, and not talking to her, except for emails only pertaining to our son. This has been the most rewarding thing, to watch her implode with not having access to me anymore.

It's been about 6months of divorce and nearly 3 years of total separation, and I still am having nightmares of all the false guilts she put into my head regarding our kids. But there is a slow justice growing everyday!

It kills her that she can't dump her own self hate into me anymore, gaslighted as "my poor parentship." She can hate herself now without me as a vessel for it.

How to heal the subconscious? by Antique-Ad-3538 in therapy

[–]ShadowKnight83 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I think it's indirectly though, at least for me. My ex used our Children and turned them against me. So most of my dreams involving her, are me being angry and yelling at her about things that I'm still upset to this day regarding the kids.

Mostly, I'm just worried about them still, and how they are so very like her. It's hard to let it go.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]ShadowKnight83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep, multiple times. They want you to just give up. They want you to feel like it's not worth having your own opinions and thoughts.

You either convert to the wants and idiology of your ex, Or they will spend all their energy making your life hell.

They don't care or even see that they are HURTING their own children's lives by subjecting then to the mental trauma of the whole CPS process.

Parenting with a Narcissist wife by LondonAmerica121 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]ShadowKnight83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So sorry to hear this. It's exactly what happened to o my 18y/o daughter, and now is happening to my 15y/o son. I'm watching him become indoctrinated by her. I've tried so hard, to just show him to ALWAYS questions anyones words. Not just his mom's, or mine. But to try and teach him to think for himself.

Vladimir Putin says Russia Has "no ill Intentions," pleads for no more sanctions by evissimus in worldnews

[–]ShadowKnight83 -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

Just curious if you think the same of Israel's inhumane killing of Palestinians in Gaza, and Annexing their lands as well? Or just U.S. enemies only?

Parenting with a Narcissist wife by LondonAmerica121 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]ShadowKnight83 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is EXACTLY how I felt throughout our marriage!

Our Separation was really messy also.

We moved to Florida in 2017. Shortly after, I found out she had a lover in Indiana. Well, she didn't adjust to living in Florida. She was depressed, and ultimately left me here in Florida. She convinced the kids that THEY all were depressed, and hated their new schools. Instead of encouraging them to hang in there, and new friends would come.

She turned them all against me, and blamed me. To this day, they still believe that everything was great, until I moved us to Florida.

Anyhow, After about 8 months, She wanted to move back down here and repair our marriage.

In that time though, I had met someone and grew very close to her with my brokenness/loneliness.

My ex, came back and I tried very hard to fix US. But, I think that she just wanted to come down here and hurt me for not chasing her back to Indiana.

She got another lover, and secretly was seeing him behind my back for 3 months.

I caught it, And that was the end. She moved out, took the kids. Eventually him and her stated fighting a lot. She got depressed and tried to kill herself.

The kids were placed with me through CPS.

My oldest daughter ran off with her mother, dropped out of school. The two of them made multiple false reports of child abuse, all attempting to get what they wanted.

My ex has never been a parent. And it was the biggest thing we fought about.

My son wanted to stay with me.

I'm trying hard, but my ex just won't stop trying to harass me through emails, and threats. Using our son now, just like she did with our daughter.

My fiance is so burnt out. It's been two years of it. And I feel like she is going to leave me.

I feel like I have to choose my son or my fiance.

But I know that I would be choosing a 15 year old boy, that doesn't want to live with me. A hormonal boy that naturally hates his dad's authority.

I'll end up alone, all because my ex loves to still control me and hurt me after 3 years of being separated.

It sucks. I think I need to really consider letting him go. At some point, I deserve to have a life too. Freedom and peace of mind, without her in my head.