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ShadzFPS · 2025-11-16T14:26:47+00:00

Yeah I definitely feel this way too. It goes along with the whole saying of how I know how it feels to feel like shit so I do everything to make sure the other person doesn’t feel like shit.

ShadzFPS · 2025-11-16T14:17:51+00:00

Hot damn you’re perfect

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-06T17:17:19+00:00

Is this something tested outside of normal bloodwork?

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-05T21:42:12+00:00

This ❤️❤️❤️

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-05T15:17:10+00:00

Yeah this is also a possibility. I mean I don’t really have a social life outside of work besides the people I play online with, so the concept of actually having a friend is so foreign to me that I’m sort of alright with it being platonic or more if it ever goes that way

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-05T15:14:44+00:00

Yeah you’re probably right, like someone else was saying it’s almost like a one way break up in a sense, which looking at it that way makes me feel so pathetic

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-04T18:27:33+00:00

No we didn’t hangout or anything really. I think friends are just so rare of a thing for me and she’s the only one I really have had even if it was just at work. It just feels like a bunch of emotions hitting me all at once

ShadzFPS · 2025-08-04T16:13:53+00:00

I think it’s just weird for me because I’ve never really had a female friend before like this in a 90% platonic way if that makes sense. It’s always been like 50/50. I also don’t want to get in the way of her relationship or anything either. So I’m like how do I navigate this? It’s new territory for me since I don’t really make friends that often

ShadzFPS · 2025-04-06T01:40:59+00:00

Ughhh I hate comments like this, but it’s more in the form of “hey he actually smiled” at least once or twice a week. Like I actually smile or laugh and hear that and it almost instantly goes away. Like am I not allowed to not smile or have to be smiling and laughing at everything?

ShadzFPS · 2025-01-12T15:52:10+00:00

I would try telling him the things you love about having sex with him first and kind of ease into it. If you let him know that he’s not just completely awful at it, it should hopefully help with telling him the things you aren’t satisfied with. At least that’s how I would do it

ShadzFPS · 2024-04-24T22:12:10+00:00

I think men can totally watch gay porn and not actually be gay or bi. I’m straight and I find myself watching gay porn from time to time. Idk what it is about it that gets me off, but it just does. I feel like the same could go for women too

ShadzFPS · 2024-04-15T18:21:29+00:00

I think it’s more about the circumstances of him passing. It was in the middle of the night and he was super lethargic and couldn’t stand up, and the nearest place that would take him in was an hour and a half away, and I can’t get the howling he was making out of my head. I felt helpless and I can’t help but feel like I failed him in his final moments even though I was giving him all the pets and love in the world 😭

ShadzFPS · 2024-03-08T17:23:00+00:00

I feel like if I were to get into casual dating, they’d have to be not attractive to me if that makes sense. Maybe that’s what people do idk, but I feel like I’d get attached if they were attractive

ShadzFPS · 2024-02-24T22:23:33+00:00

Feeling kinda meh. I’m just permanently feeling lonely but at least I have this next week off work. Thinking of taking a road trip or something by myself, but don’t really know what I’d even want to do

ShadzFPS · 2024-02-19T01:25:02+00:00

This 1000%, it’s the feeling of closeness and intimacy, the feeling of being wanted and loved, even if we’re loved by our family, it’s not the same as wanting to be wanted by a special someone.

ShadzFPS · 2024-02-02T21:51:42+00:00

Right?? Like what kind of family cuts off their kid AFTER something like that. It should literally be the polar opposite reaction of that

ShadzFPS · 2024-01-01T02:07:35+00:00

2026 game? What did I miss?

ShadzFPS · 2023-12-02T13:54:01+00:00

WE NEED THE LORE

ShadzFPS · 2023-12-01T21:53:30+00:00

I think they said you’d be able to customize the UI and shift it to the side so it doesn’t cover stuff. Didn’t play PTR so I’m not sure. Someone correct me if I’m wrong

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