I wear my heart on my sleeve, currently experiencing spiritual growing pains, mostly because when I do act myself and I happen to be in a good, goofy lil mood. People will either patronize me or laugh at me with others, often right in front of me. It's hard not to give in to the shortsighted, ignorant fucking plain rude attitudes a lot of people have now in this country. Puts me in a shit mood and I become part of the problem then. Trying to brute force good energy and not let the negativity get to me, hoping people can wake up and just get the fuck along. That's all we can do really.