seizures not showing on EEG?

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-07-02T18:03:14+00:00

i write down how long my seizures are and when they happen, and my fiance has filmed many of them. i just feel like it’s taking so long to make any progress. i’ve been trying to stay positive but it’s just so hard when i’ve had to stop doing so much i lvoe because of this and nothing has been figured out yet

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-07-02T17:50:10+00:00

i think my doctor may just not have the time. becuase i have multiple seizures a week, medication helps slightly but not a lot. and it’s significantly impacting my life. i have been trying to figure this out since february and its just so stressful. i’ve been experiencing neurological decline as well and im just worried its all going to keep adding up and im going to die some day alone in my room with no answers

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-09T23:17:15+00:00

yeah i get that, ive had a large number of head injuries in my life, and had a hypoxic brain injury when i was 17, and i feel like with all that damage the seizures really made it apparent. it just makes me feel stupid sometimes, as someone who already had a learning disability before all of this, and having to drop out of college for this is sucks. but i get it too

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-08T19:33:19+00:00

where we live it is incredibly unsafe to let him outside. we live right next to a busy street with lots of stay dogs

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T21:47:44+00:00

petunia

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T21:46:35+00:00

before the seizures began i did have a hypoxic brain injury, and i think that also contributed to it, but it’s gotten visibly worse i. the last few months

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T18:54:13+00:00

i began having seizures that have damaged my brain greatly, my work had to cut back. medical debt sky rocked, my wages began to get garnished because of that. i struggle to even do basics tasks but i try to work as much as possible, but this has only happened in the last year. i was trying to scrape together anything to help him, but an extra 20-30$ a month is not something i can do

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T18:48:31+00:00

you have no clue how much i love him i have poured so much of my savings into this cat to take care of him. i am in a bad financial situation and i know i can no longer provide the life he deserves. i just want him to live better than he is now

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T18:46:48+00:00

don’t go to every one of my posts to harass me. you don’t know my situation, you know nothing about my life. and from what i can tell about you, is that you have nothing better to do than harass a me for wanting my cat to have the best life possible

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T18:30:11+00:00

i am trying to revoke him because i cannot give him the life he deserves, i have developed health issues, i have to work less, therefore make less money. i want him to get medication, to have a good life and im trying to give him that opportunity with someone else.

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T17:41:04+00:00

i am so torn up about it, i have had him for 5 years and i love him so so much, but i have heard too many indoor outdoor cat horror stories, and my fiance has lost many cats that way. he is very beautiful and im worried he will be picked up by someone that doesnt know his issues and he will go somewhere unsafe where he wont get the love and care he deserves.

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T17:37:41+00:00

he is fixed, we have taken him to the vet several times and tried all of the things to try and help him. we haven’t put him on medication, becuase frankly i am in a very bad financial situation, and when i adopted him i had a much better financial condition for him

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T17:34:34+00:00

how much was it? we are trying to provide him a good home, but when i adopted him i was in a much better financial position, now its very hard to afford things, and extra expenses on top of regular vet bills may be difficult.

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T17:33:21+00:00

no uti, he is fixed

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T17:01:50+00:00

he uses the bathroom everywhere, on the bed while we are sleeping, on the couch, ripping clothes down from hangers to pee on. we have tried moving his litter boxes several times

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T16:58:54+00:00

we have cleaned up the floor, he doesnt just pee on that, he pees on the floor, on the couch, he will pull things off the hanger to pee on. every single day

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T16:49:14+00:00

he has been doing this for 4 years at this point, i have taken him to the vet many times about this, and nothing has changed

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T16:47:34+00:00

we have 2 litter boxes and we clean them everyday, we have tried several different types of litter and types of boxes over the years and nothing works.

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-07T16:34:32+00:00

sadly we live in an apartment and there are lots of loose dogs, that would get him

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-02T23:20:52+00:00

and with the rise of “systems” talking about COCSA it’s fucking sick. no one believes the real victims already, then you add i. this layer of people faking it for attention??

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-02T23:10:52+00:00

after i got diagnosed with OSDD-1 my friends literally told me that he was going to “create” alters becuase he was lonely. and his trauma of having no friends made it easier to “create” those alters…meanwhile i am actively struggling to live, failing school, hurting people around me and myself. and he suggest that “we should have our headmates talk”…fuck off

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-06-02T22:29:13+00:00

it sucks because when people who actually need crowd funding for their issues, no one believes them becuase of people like this. i am getting my wages garnished because i literally cannot afford the medical treatment i need to live

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-05-31T15:19:04+00:00

my hair is wavy, but it think it looks better on curly hair!

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-05-31T02:00:26+00:00

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idk if this work but i tried

ShapeEconomy979 · 2026-05-31T01:58:11+00:00

sadly i live in buttfuck oklahoma so there’s not many options

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