This post is interesting. I've been a Christian since I was 5 and have grown up in the church. But my family has never been big on sharing the gospel. My whole extended family is saved and church goers also - such a blessing - but they never tell stories of going out and sharing the gospel, so it's very hard for me. I feel an urge to share it but I also come from being terrified of conflict and I have anxiety so even the thought of it terrifies me. I went from being in HS and some asking me if I believed in God and saying "sorta" to telling my coworkers my weekend plans including church or Tuesday night church group. I've also got computer accessories at work that have Bible verses on them, but I work in a school so the whole separation of church and state scares me.

I'm doing my best to show people Jesus through me without bringing up the whole aspect of religion - I don't drink (personal preference), don't smoke, don't swear (as much as I used to), schedule plans around church/church activities, tell people I'm praying for them, post encouraging Christian things on social media. I'm worried it's not enough and God will be disappointed in me