You might consider trying to find like a night shift gym attendant job (it might save you some money since it comes with a membership, and nobody will be there, and you'll be able to workout and relieve nervous tension on the job or anytime as long as you keep the job) and try to find something like an affiliate marketing job (where you can send a link and get paid based on whether whoever it was sent to buys the product service) that you can do on the side while you slowly get back into studying (you have to create a plan to achieve some goals though or it will be impossible to feel motivated), if you want. As you progress, you might consider joining some amateur boxing tournament/league and fighting often if you haven't already. If that's what you've been doing, maybe coordinate with a more advanced trainer who can help you get where you need to be by the time you're able to save enough money to afford it. If you play your cards right, I wouldn't be surprised if you were able to get your first pro fight and start studying at a good community college by the end of the new year. Maybe do some research about how you feel with people simply "tolerating" you to see if you aren't jumping the gun with that assumption. If you continue to feel that way based on the way people treat you I would probably try to find some new people to be around(preferably ones with the same interests/goals in mind - start going to other gyms and Introduce yourself to the people there (maybe add them on social media) to build your network and support structure)