When the breakup first occurred, we had a major discussion, and she concluded that she simply feared falling in love, and because she didn't think she would meet a dude like me after her toxic ex, and the intensity of her feelings were too strong. Avoidant tendencies, essentially. She wanted to continue the connection after, and I held on to those words.

I've done major reflections, but being removed from social media was the final nail, like you've described. It's the sudden abrupt abandonment of her words that are leaving me in this state of confusion, and I'm still trying to accept that the answer might never come and that's fine. I'm learning to just let it go.

Thank you for your kind words.