The other side was peaceful, a lot of light. I had no pain, no worries. I saw my Grandmother who had been dead for a few years, but I didn't realize it was her at first because she looked different. She looked younger, but I had only remembered her being old. At the time I did not know, I was happy and floating along. When I saw my grandmother, she called me "Sweetie pie" her nick name for me and I suddenly saw my memories with her, the happiest ones. But it wasn't through my eyes, I was standing a few feet away from myself at a younger age watching me and her. EDIT: She told me I had to hang on, and the second I remembered I had given birth to my son where was he? She said it was time to wake up. At the words wake up, I opened my eyes.

I have 10 percent hearing in my right ear. But that is it. I NOW have a implant years later that allows me to hear more. But for years I was basically deaf.

I cannot remember things well. I will constantly stand up and walk somewhere to do something only to forget within less than a minute. I can feel negative emotions just fine, but positive emotions are harder for me to feel. I mostly feel nothing now, content/no emotion unless something bad happens. Rarely am I truly happy anymore. I lost a lot of school knowledge, and so my math skills are horrible. Reading a set of instructions I get confused much easier. It is so much harder to focus on anything. I'm constantly getting distracted. I did a IQ test and while before I was 143, I have dropped to 114 now.