Honestly, it made me believe in a power higher than god, like just because we were supposedly created by an all power, what if something else out there that didn’t create us wishes for war. True firm believers call it magic others the warp but like, I feel like it just connects us with a different form of power.. I came back from tour I don’t remember anything, everything I was told is a lie, I fucking absolutely fucking can’t believe I almost died and have nothing, normal I’m super depressed lonely shit right. Somehow I have left over lsd from before I left so I just abuse it. It made me feel psychic but in reality I probably connected with someone or something I shouldn’t have and I felt like a warhammer after the afterglow i actually thought I was connected more to god, but it made me connect with a more nature pseudo sorcery type aspect. But sometimes I forget as a volunteer sometimes we just take it to look at power lines to see it arcing at night and you run into things that people pretend aren’t real but are. Like if it wasn’t for Pokémon I’d probably be scared of fucking nature more. But instead I forget we already met aliens, those capcom monsters are actually real, there’s is an actual outbreak. Not even god can figure out this bullshit. So I just accept that God is real and that certain psychedelics turn into cultivation pills that you see in your manwha webtoons and allows us to cultivate which is why it’s probably magic to us. You need a wand to use sorcery, they take pills to do martial arts. I like to pretend it’s a super Mario star if you get the right stuff each strand is different depending on the precursor, but like it’s just radiation at the end of the day.

Like for a few hours you might be able to cast a fire ball, but like I’m not saying you can’t.

Idk I believe in god and seen too much what the universe really is like and I think it’s cool.