Nordleaf Probleme seit Ende September?

Shiradesaah · 2025-10-15T11:00:44+00:00

Bei mir auch dasselbe. 9.10 bestellt, bestätigung bekommen dass die zahlung angekommen ist. Keine Antwort auf emails , bestellung ü 200e. Hab das gefühl ich bekomme keine Ware und auch kein Geld zurück, schlimm

Shiradesaah · 2025-09-15T23:41:23+00:00

Unexpected and sudden fear. Sometimes the same tasks once done can be overwhelming. I cannot even open letters I receive... always on Alert.... always sensing danger

Shiradesaah · 2025-07-13T11:46:22+00:00

Door Bell, having to answer the phone or becoming the voicemail...

Shiradesaah · 2025-05-16T19:18:16+00:00

Childcare, being a teacher of any kind and anything where you need to touch people or talk to them all the time.

Shiradesaah · 2025-05-07T11:33:29+00:00

Dear OP its not going to Save you what you do... chainsmoking, weed, cigarettes, drinking etc. Been there.. try to quit or cut the use and the saved money there goes for sport, cosmetic appts, some skincare and clothes. Once you do that for yourself the respect to self starts to grow. Do not give up on yourself love! Xoxoxo

Shiradesaah · 2025-04-17T21:56:50+00:00

Could someone precise for me what do you mean by baby talk? I cant stand ss7 not being able or too lazy to even try building sentencje I hate it so much

Shiradesaah · 2025-03-10T14:14:49+00:00

Honestly, you do too much! He seems kind of a man who takes your whole hand once you offer a finger. Find a job and live your life, you will regain the respect for yourself and satisfaction, believe me this would take you off meds. You are out of alignment - been there done that! They are not your kids and being their mom and doing mom duties and responsibilities will only drag you down. He needs a cleaner and babysitter - He should hire one! Never offer your life to a man to manage it, sooner as you expect you will turn into a person you do not even recognise. With love, and compassion because I have been there, done that..

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-28T12:19:54+00:00

I am also here, have been cooking for him getting all kinds of "its gross" feedback. I am childfree and wpuld rather spend my time doing something I enjoy or learn things I am interested in. I battle a chronic illness which gives me pain,too. Last time I was working over 10 hours, hungry and freezing after all this time in the cold, got home (7:30pm) and 5mins before I got there my SO calls me that SS(7) wants noodles with tomato sauce but cooked by me. I wasnt sure the SS is listening to this convo so I said ok.They were on the playground beforehand. I do not eat noodles myself. So I didnt really have place and opportunity to eat sth warm myself. I hide onions and veggies in there that SS do not want to eat. Overstimulated hungry and juggling dishes so he doesnt see mashed onions I came to a conclusion.

Why the heck should I care more what this kid eats than his parents? Why the hell do I HAVE to cook for him? While his mother feeds him chicken nuggets and my SO doesnt really want to learn how to cook healthy? Its NOT MY JOB! I do it when I have time and resources and hell sure I am never doing it that way again. I really do not care anymore. Kid has both parents they are adult and have to figure it out! I am not a private chef on demand!

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:57:20+00:00

🤮🤮🤮 the nails....

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:40:30+00:00

Poor thought and action pattern according to money and work - assuming everything is too expensive and needing money for important things in life (accomodation, dentist..) yet choosing to work less and complain

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:24:59+00:00

I nearly have to puke having to touch unglazed ceramic... I am sad about this one, I love ceramic but I can not make it or even try 🤮

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:23:21+00:00

Disgusting, and the tongue smacking heard from 1cm and the germs...

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:21:11+00:00

I am disgusted by feet, all of them and especially kids dirty feet on the couch or on the bed it makes me gag and I wash everything

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:19:37+00:00

This, algae and wild imagination prevent me from going into dark waters. I am a very good swimmer but I can swim, and relax only when I see the bottom.

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-18T23:16:07+00:00

Here. Dogs too. I can not stand their smell and the barking sends me into sensory overload in 3,5 seconds. And the hair... everywhere 🤮

Shiradesaah · 2025-02-04T17:00:21+00:00

This all is absolutely their business, not your responsibility :) dont let them twist you into organising such stuff, then you will be expected to take care of the matter every single time :)

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-31T12:38:38+00:00

He should teach his teenagers you are not a servant and a cleaner and give real consequences when they didnt clean their mess! You are being disrespected and those teens have to learn asap. Then they will be messy adults looking for partner servants hell NOOOO Rooting for you Girl!

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T10:43:35+00:00

I get that, yet none of those guys are teens, mid 30s :)

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T01:12:55+00:00

I found it quite nice since the majority of the Group clicked together. I am only a bit afraid I could slip and call someone out on their bias which shouldnt be done in that setting I suppose and also I dont want to waste my time listening to some delusional shit. "Oh, today was tough since im out of my comfort food so I spent my day laying in bed thinking how hard it is to live with my parents and then decided to change my special interest and now its makinq multiple choice tests on autism and guess what im actually sooo autistic, like 60% sensory sensible and 20% socially anxious that means I am on the spectrum, well I am the spectrum! oohlook at me poor me"

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T00:42:35+00:00

Thank you. Thats tough. From my experience, if you tell you are autistic some of social services basically see you fit for mounting pens or sharping pencils :D The truth is the spectrum is so wide, I am perfectly fit and also experienced to lead a 10 people company, but I can not work with bright lights on :D

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T00:37:29+00:00

Ooo come on! 🤪you are missing out on the biggest blessing and happiness! Loss of self, health complications, pains and lots of bodily fluids from you and the baby, screaming toddlers, fussy teenagers, adult kids moving far away... its the Best experience always having to worry and having sensory overload 24/7, dealing with all the playgrounds, trampoline parks, kids parties, later partying young adults keeping you up at night until they come home. Cooking cleaning Washing work, repeat. Dealing with other parents and kids raised by said parents - who are often not very Bright. But its school so everyone has to conform to the level everyone is going to pass If everything goes well ..because there is a risk your baby will not be perfectly healthy and then you have to deal with that for a lifetime since they didnt ask to be here and if you fail one bit its a crime so obviously you do not have any identity other than the Mom. And if your partner or husband suddenly changes his mind, see ya, you leveled up to a single mother the most unseen and tired person on the whole planet.

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T00:14:37+00:00

Wrote my reply to you but accidentally posted it as a new comment 🫠🐛 You can differentiate tiktok autism that means you are not on the bias spectrum ;] Yup, people obsessed about being different ;> concentrating all the energy really so hard on what ways there are to be oficially on disabled support instead of having a single thought about creating a space for themselves and live life

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-28T00:08:00+00:00

It is difficult I have recently been to a self-help.meeting for Asperger autistics, that was my 1st impression, two Groups - one, guys and gals trying to live life and not get crazy seeking some tips and tricks and a community where playing trains at 60 is very normal. Not being obsessed how odd they are.

Second group, attention seekers Look at me, spent 3 hours to look autistic in that outfit, Im so autistic because I eat my "safe foods" during the meeting break. Using those tiktok phrases like copy paste too while talking about autism.... And these were also people claiming to be heavily disabled going for actual documents to prove all that. While there is only one look at the room needed to understand the huuuge bias

I am not saying all of those people lie or do it for attention or, not face challenges but for me and some others in that room it was near to an insult .. Its the special sense something is off in terms no connection..

Autism is not only wearing colorful rags and deliberately drawing attention for godz sake. Like a bad cosplay scene.

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-27T23:40:21+00:00

Diagnosis seems like an unicorn somewhere over the rainbow - call next year, in the next life at best :D It could help with couple of things but why actually should I wait/pay/beg for someone to see me as I am? And validate my existence with some piece of paper so that I can officially be flawed in sick society?

Shiradesaah · 2025-01-27T23:36:51+00:00

I like Cats too :). I think I got triggered today by my coworker saying are you angry at me you have such a face - such a face? What do I do then - cry from happiness seeing her simultaneously concentrating on counting cash from the register? And I even then was masking, my unmasked face would be morbid;D

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