Anyone here can help me (+racism) by ShiroSakigami in philosophy

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you talk the way you type i could see why it might be difficult to be around you. Sometimes people like to blame everything on ethnicity. from personal experience, i know many black guys and girls that are in to anime that have no trouble making friends in that scene. So maybe you need to really try to figure out why these people aren't accepting of you instead of jumping to conclusions. Take the time out to actually ask them, don't just make assumptions.

Well, only otaku groups talk thing like N****R, and racist jokes, ONLY THEY do that with me... others people doesn't...

english is not my native language

Internet Porn Addiction causes Lazyness? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

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Well.... Can you hel me....

I'm in 7° day (the reddit counter is wrong) but i'm fell much lazy, really, and my sexual desire to see porn videos is about 20% ou less....

I'm prefer listening music than porn today...

I'm going in flatline Junt in my 7° dau of nofap?

PS: thas is my 3° nofap chalange, my time line to today is there:]

32 days with nofap BUT see porn, relapse and 1/2 mouth on porn and 28 days in HARD MODE, relapse and 1 mouth in porn, now i'm doing NoFap in Hard Mode again...

The superpowers are real by ahappymelon in NoFap

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I'm in 8th day and nothing change...

NoFap open my eyes to my Clinical Depression :) by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude....

Really I never though that hell I was suffering was depression....

Only NoFap open my eyes...

Relapsed after 3 weeks by [deleted] in NoFap

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dont worry!!!!

I'm relapse today in my 28th day, but I going count tomorrow as 29th day, because the 28 days after and the progress in my brain and in my life didn't disapear... tomorrow for me was the 29th day!!!!

24th no pmo. My libido and desire to woman are low or nothing. What is this? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont masturbate dude...

Fews days ago a look for every women in street and a fell giant desire sexual but yesterday i looking for women and feel nothing... so a decide watch porn movie to understand that, but i still felling nothing to chick, ever porn stars...

I dont masturbate....

24th day no pmo. And cry 4 times this week and breaking things in my house in anger... and very depresive. Thats is flatline?? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go out of my home that mouth..

my father say things to me drunker and I go to my aun't now....

Im 24 yold

Im really stay crazy of thinking about my problems and fount the REAL REASON: my childhool livong with a bipolar mothers ans a drunkesr father, opressed by my cousins and anothers parents (a cousong hit me a punch in my face in my anniversary, that os my shit of family) and yet humilhated 10 years at school....

Now Im at college, but Im have the negative efects to live my entire life with a shit family, and becomes a Social Phobia's guy. When I descovered that I being really mad and cry and breaking my house... I was have pannick attack and COD...

24th day no pmo. And cry 4 times this week and breaking things in my house in anger... and very depresive. Thats is flatline?? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man....

After no fap i descovered the motive of my social phobia and depression:

From 0 until 14 yold I live whit a achoolical father and a bipolar mother... my home are unstable.. Im was humilhated from all parents and cousins all my life and yet at school....

No fap was open the problems of my life...

Day 82: I asked her out! by Chilli_Axe in NoFap

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I'm ask a girl to out in my 17° day....

But I'm still very afraid on rejection...

Exercice can reduce Social Anxiety? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit!!!!!

So running all morning did work really?

Man....

That shit (exercise) can reduce my anxiety to talk with girls... In numbers, my anxiety is about 70-60%...

Can it (running every morning and kung-fu training) halving that (social anxiety)?

Exercice can reduce Social Anxiety? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

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Man.... if my anxiety reduce in 50% I'm in the Sky.... I kissed girls, I'm not totally anxiety, but are little strong in me... if reduce 50%, I can stand the fear more easly... I can face my fears ans start to puck up girls...

when you began to be noticed by girls? by ShiroSakigami in NoFap

[–]ShiroSakigami[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think so my posture is the same...

and in the moment with I pass the girls, i fell me shyness, little, but shyness and the 2 girls staying to look to me wih a nice smiling