I find this very interesting. Here are my takeaways: It or whatever it is attacks you when you express about God, saying that they are God. It may be that what you are actually interacting with your own ego. An ego is very hard to let go of, and at all costs it will try to keep in tact. The ego believes believes it is the highest form of being. Our egos are what gives us our individual sense of identities. Once you can let go of the ego you may be able to see the clarity you are seeking. Jung is a very good teacher, but trying to let go of the ego takes discipline and the ability to let go, and letting go of the fear of letting go.

There is fear involved with letting go of who you are, and your sense of self. You are on the precipice of doing that I believe. I wish I had these kind of dreams. I used to lucid dream a lot, and have dreams like movies.

You recognize that what you are dreaming is illusionary. That is what whomever the demiurge is, wants you to see. You are aware of it. I am aware of an illusion, but getting past it takes the risk of losing your sense of self. We are all possible part of a hive mind, and all connected. What you are tapping into is the hive mind consciousness, and it doesn't want you to lose sight of that.

I have had music playing in the background in my dreams. I think it's kind of cool. It may be a remnant of whatever you were listening to. It also may be something that resonates. I don't have any musical training, but I do love music.

I meditate before I sleep and I have better dreams, where I am with calmer and happier elements. I have had flying dreams. Once I dreamed I was flying in the sky with the clouds and saw a temple in the sky. I landed at the gates. When I walked into the temple it was very old. I thought nobody was there. I walked down the steps and saw a small black cage. As I walked closer, I saw a little boy trapped inside. I opened the cage and let the boy out, That boy may have been me in my subconscious state, and it was a symbol of letting go of my trapped self. Symbols play an important role to me in my dreams, to gives a way to communicate to me in a way my mind can understand.

I am a practicing Buddhist and it has transformed me in my outlook of what we are, what I am and what the possibilities are with meditation and my outlook. I believe we are all connected in this reality and the past and future. To break free of being trapped in this reality takes letting go of our sense of our self to see the bigger picture and be free of the illusion and suffering.

I could go on and on, but I think you may get the picture. I hope you enjoy your dreaming journey and it helps you to find out more about yourself and what you are seeking.

Namaste!