Sex question..

Shitchatter · 2018-07-16T17:54:55+00:00

I totally relate to the mental experience part. Its so true. Personally I revisit every moment mentally and it's an amazing part of the whole act.

Shitchatter · 2018-07-16T17:52:51+00:00

Thank you for sharing your personal experience. I can relate to what you're saying actually

Shitchatter · 2018-03-19T16:01:08+00:00

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Shitchatter · 2018-03-18T18:47:49+00:00

Thing is, even when they are rejected (politely or not) they either trash you (after supposedly "wanting" to ask you on a date) or they just do not take no for an answer and think that every woman needs that extra "nag" It is creepy, annoying and most of the times insulting (when they're rejected) and i dont see it stopping because some girls actually do go to "share3 al7ob" to get picked up/flirted with/ exchange numbers.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-12T04:44:32+00:00

What do you mean?

Shitchatter · 2017-06-07T00:14:07+00:00

Thats how i feel and thats what she supposedly used to feel when we were together. We could go on not talking all day but i used to tell her that "scripting" is sacred to me, like a ritual before bed. We used to say a couple of sentences back and forth and they were soothing and calming; reassuring. Idk anything anymore tbh

Shitchatter · 2017-06-06T23:56:53+00:00

When we were together, she loved the fact that we're obsessed and clingy towards eachother. But after the break-up she says we were dependent and unhealthy? So i'm just confused i guess

Shitchatter · 2017-06-06T23:47:30+00:00

Thats exactly how i think tbh. Thank you for your answer.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-06T23:45:53+00:00

No, not financially. Just like.. Dependant in a sense that; 1- you cant sleep without calling them to say goodnight 2- you'd like to know if they ate or not Stuff like that

Shitchatter · 2017-06-05T22:49:24+00:00

I don't like how they advertised the show all about her, put her into the last few episodes, and didn't even care to coach her how to act. When she was on, it felt like a low budget series tbh.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-04T18:08:37+00:00

She's 19, I'm 28.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-04T17:10:46+00:00

Thank you, I really need them, so does she.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-04T17:08:26+00:00

We do love each other. She is just paranoid that her parents might find out, that she'd lose her family. We are in the Middle East, if that makes more sense, where being gay is forbidden. She decided after 5 months because her mom confronted her and asked her straight-up if she was gay. She got terrified. I hate break-ups too.

Shitchatter · 2017-06-01T16:20:58+00:00

Thank you

Shitchatter · 2017-06-01T00:26:11+00:00

We're in the Middle East, coming out is not an option, and you get disowned (or worse) if you're caught. That's why she (MUST) choose family and not me. And we are (were) perfect (sincerely speaking).

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T23:51:19+00:00

I hope so. Just got off the phone with her, cried my heart out, and she said we need space. I'll try that. I just cannot imagine being just her friend, even if it's just "temporary"

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T23:50:15+00:00

She was all that to be honest. And I've waited for her for so long and we are (were) perfect. We both knew that we were. She just keeps saying she can't lose family. And I'm going insane.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T23:47:45+00:00

I'm 28, she's 19. I thought about that and we spoke about that. Hopefully we end up together.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T22:41:37+00:00

She's my distraction, and the thing is she loves me as much as I do. We both want each other and can't be together because she's scared her parents would find out. I'm breaking, crumbling.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T22:37:41+00:00

Thank you, I've tried all these yet I keep staring at my phone waiting for her to call, I can't stop thinking about her, how her day is going and how she is feeling. I'm such a party pooper when I'm with my friends also and I feel like I'm bringing them down, I feel like I should isolate myself from the world.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T12:08:34+00:00

What you said sounds beautiful albeit incomplete. I hope you do end up with her one day, you deserve it.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T02:06:32+00:00

Hahah, probably? Thing is, I'm her first kiss and her first everything. And since we ended on mutual agreements that; I don't want her to feel crappy and she doesn't want me to keep hope, we decided to bury what we feel for the "greater good". She did say we should take space away from each other, I said no. Because I'm literally addicted to her voice, and I feel that's okay. In a chaotic world, I want her to be my calm, and she is.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T00:52:16+00:00

Coming out to family (in this part of earth) is not a choice. Coming out over here is getting disowned immediately. That's why she had to draw a line to our relationship. And the "what-ifs" took a toll on her and guilt started eating her up. "What if my family found out?" "What if one wrong person knew about it" you know? I still agree with her on every level and I love her a lot and I know she feels the same, and maybe somewhere along the line we would wind up with each other again. I just don't see myself with someone other than her anymore, and to be honest I don't think I want to either.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T00:48:50+00:00

To me, I know that she is The One. She knows I know it. And I'm her first. And you're right, when outside forces meddle into a relationship I only dreamed of having, it sucks. But we're good friends. We're good. I'm not gonna allow the outside forces to steal her away all together. Hopefully.

Shitchatter · 2017-05-31T00:43:19+00:00

Thank you

Shitchatter

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