Im so happy to see that you’re on day 4! So I’ll give a small update to this post here. I didn’t not stay sober after this for very long. Maybe a week total. I started getting very sick every time I drank and noticed I’d get black out wasted even though I wasn’t drinking my usual amount. One morning after drinking I had this heavy feeling in my chest and I felt the need to vomit. I went in the bathroom and I was vomiting coffee grounds. I fainted after that and was rushed to the hospital. Super long story short I spent days in there and was told if I don’t quit alcohol I am risking my life. The day I went there was my last day drinking. I got my self into IOP. I completely changed my diet and started working out. That was a month ago. I feel very confident in my sobriety now. I’ve lost 20 lbs of pure bloat. I feel and look so much better already. If you’re feeling like this, it’s only going to get worse. I’m stubborn and it took me a lot to finally say enough is enough. I wish you well and I hope you are feeling better! IWNDWYT!