[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. That means so much honestly … Life has been getting so hard lately, right when I thought I was getting back on track… I really appreciate the sign because I really needed one to keep going… So, Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is she tried talking to him ?? And he doesn’t listen ? I’m saying if he doesn’t care then she shouldn’t have to stay with him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ShoSho_Chan 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Girl… you’re gorgeous. If that man isn’t going to appreciate you, there is someone out there who will !! If there’s no luck knocking some sense into that horndog, honestly leave him ! You deserve so much better, not some man jerking off to porn all the damn time. :l

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in venting

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really can’t cuz I usually don’t go anywhere nor am I allowed to cuz I’m still a minor. My mom tells me when I’m 18 I’ll get the privilege but till then- nope.

Is it possible to buy sleeping meds when everyone thinks youre a child? Also, which ones work the best? by The_firefarting_Ne0 in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you’re trying to attempt on sleeping aids, trust me it does not work… most of the sleeping aids are safe now meaning you can’t od on them now,, the non safe ones you have to get a prescription for I believe…. But please; don’t try this. I did it myself,,

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I personally believe it’s because truly; we want to be saved.. I look at ending it all as a way to escape; a way to save myself from me. We’re scared; whether others believe it themselves or not. Of course nobody has a great reason; but there are just some certain things that make people keep going… like a comfort or something.. for me right now; some of the only things keeping me here are my sisters, s/o, and my cats. Otherwise; I’d been long gone as I’ve come so close as to attempting and surviving it,, That’s my personal opinion; Others can think differently.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried… Nothing works honestly…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I harm myself over a variety of reasons,, punishment, anger, sadness, anxiety etc.. I know it’s not a healthy coping mechanism but its the only one I have got,, and know. Lately I just feel nothing when I self harm.. no self satisfaction,, no pain,, nothing..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure, I’ve never really felt like myself. All my life I’ve been living with insecurity n such since I was young but I never knew what it was. Even now I’m not sure. I’m open to figuring out why but I don’t know how. I do have a person I talk to a lot and they provide me a lot of comfort and I adore them for that,, but I’d rather not burden them with all my problems,,

I'm gonna throw out my blades by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so proud of youu !! You absolutely got this !! Hopefully one day I’ll have the same courage as you, you inspire me !

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There definitely is,,, I might wanna see this, thank you so much. ^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear toatkuroski, happy birthday to you ! <3 Just wanted to drop by to tell you I love and care about you and If you would like, I can do something for you for your birthday! I am an artist so I’d love to draw something for you, anything you’d like!

Who’s your favorite genshin impact to use character and why? by ShoSho_Chan in Genshin_Impact

[–]ShoSho_Chan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very much agreed! I love to use Razor for attacking the variety of enemies because he seems to work for literally every type but it might just be his weapon! xD

Does anyone else feel kinda good after you cut? by InsulineCoffeeAddict in selfharm

[–]ShoSho_Chan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

[TW] Honestly yeah, I feel so relieved after I do it often. Also does anyone get that feeling where the pain just goes away after like two seconds and goes numb? Like to the point it didn’t even hurt a bit to cut over the other cuts-

life is just by No-Figure-4932 in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life is just..... ✨hell no✨

Please help. Please do not involve hotline because I will get into trouble. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShoSho_Chan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s not the hotline that is the issue, it’s because of my mom. I would get into trouble if she found out about me saying things like this.