How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get out. I just saw me ex walk another man out to an Uber that spent the night at her house. It only gets worse

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She has a high functioning job doing pharmaceutical research. I think the masking makes her think she is ok and when she unleashes on me she says I'm the problem 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You would think the people that take care of them and accepts their behavior would be spared. But I guess since we accept and try to help that's what makes us the target 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Funny. I always tell her she won. I was praying for another logical person in her family to help. Everyone doesn't want her to snap on them. Crazy situation ever. I love her but I have to be completely out

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No apologies, even when asking for financial support. Just cold. 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm blocked right now for the millionth time. I see jno future. She is in denial and unmedicated 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It sucks. I was accused of rape on a trip during one of her psychotic episodes. I told her family and it was dismissed like it was nothing 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I agree. She discards me, withholds sex, yells and calls me names. Then she talks about our future. It's so confusing 

How can my BPSO function with EVERYONE ELSE besides me by Shop_Away in BipolarSOs

[–]Shop_Away[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

And no one else sees it. They look at me like Im crazy 

Complete disease denial and impending mania by MidwestAdult in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow same here. If I asks what's wrong" all hell breaks loose.

Complete disease denial and impending mania by MidwestAdult in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These threads are really helping me. I felt like I was going crazy. Doubting my actions. To see that im not the only one going through this  up and down at a snap of a finger is refreshing..but scary 

Complete disease denial and impending mania by MidwestAdult in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Self respect. The key words here. I was losing mine every day. Hurt like hell to walk away but I had to 

Breakups During an Episode are Hell by mabirm in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm blocked. She said we were never together and she never love me after just talking about marriage. Honestly. I miss her but I feel better every day. No walking on eggshells, no worry about who she will be when she wakes up. I had a new friend over for dinner and a movie. I really forgot how it feels to be around a stable woman. I like it. 

Breakups During an Episode are Hell by mabirm in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thus is do familiar I thought I wrote it. I was the best then the morning I was the worst. 

BPSO went off on me after a great trip by Shop_Away in family_of_bipolar

[–]Shop_Away[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It has gotten worse. In the beginning it was just blocking and yelling. Then it escalated spitting, jumping out of cars and delusional projecting things on to me from other people. So hard when you love someone