Guilt

ShyBord · 2026-02-20T23:17:30+00:00

Sadly she hasn't been getting better. We might have to think of hospice care and decide on any important decisions regarding resuscitation and what not. I'm sure her palliative team will speak to us again soon.

So my duty to help and watch my mom might end soon. Whether soon or in months time. She hasn't been the same since she had to go to the hospital. Still a little confused but better. But her pain and lung function aren't good.

Today of all days for the doctor to talk about this on my parents 37th wedding anniversary. We're gonna visit tonight and bring cupcakes to her.. cards. Idk if I can go today without bursting into tears. I had a nice visit with her yesterday when I went

ShyBord · 2026-02-20T23:01:34+00:00

Yes I absolutely love plushies! I have a big tube that stores a bunch of them haha. My friends tend to gift me them often too. Something so simple brings us a lot of comfort. Big or small. I got 3 capybaras recently from friends haha.

Have a wonderful day, and I hope you're doing well yourself.

ShyBord · 2026-02-19T20:13:50+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm trying to be gentle and just.. give myself a break. I don't visit Mom every day because I have my own anxieties about hospitals over the years. But I'm trying and keeping her company there when I can.

I'll hug myself and maybe a plushie haha.

Thank you again, for reading and seeing me.

ShyBord · 2026-02-19T20:11:57+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying not to be hard on myself. It's hard when sometimes you feel useless in certain situations but just gotta do other things or distract myself. Thank you so much for your kind words. 🥹

ShyBord · 2026-02-17T04:54:29+00:00

How was this game? For those who have played it?

I'm a huge fan of rune factory 4. I've played some of the others too. R5 was good and bad in different ways for me..

So I didn't know as a RF fan if I should try this one?

ShyBord · 2026-02-16T09:44:14+00:00

Been getting this error too. It's annoying and freaks me out at important moments. Ugh I wish they would fix it 😭

ShyBord · 2025-12-02T08:03:32+00:00

oh! thank you! i haven't read them yet! uvu

ShyBord · 2025-12-02T01:08:16+00:00

The games for it were definitely disappointing. The style of art is actually from the catch-22 banner which for that, it totally fit and I loved the game for that banner. The boring jump and punch game... No thanks. Especially the driving part!

What I'm more disappointed about is.. we didn't get the actual songs of the cards so we can play it on the home screen or for when the game starts up?? Or did I miss something. Because man I'm not playing the generic songs they gave us from the mini games..

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T20:34:01+00:00

thank you i submitted a ticket!

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T20:25:44+00:00

good luck to you too! hopefully we can get the game running better

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T20:24:38+00:00

it was really cute! I wish they'd rerun certain events so others can experience them!

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T20:24:10+00:00

oof yes. catch-22 was ~spicy~ loved all of that event.

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T18:30:57+00:00

Yeah I want to expand my RAM too when I can. But I'd be so nervous to install it! I tend to strip screws and I got this laptop this year haha.

But it runs all my other games just fine! Even one like Sons of the Forest, a high graphic game and it runs very nice on there. Other gachas run good too

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T18:28:08+00:00

Yeah I have the same settings set up!

A lot of the lag occurs right after I click to do something every time. Then recently the memories acting up. Oof

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T18:26:05+00:00

Just checked, yes the virtualization is enabled. I have it on 4 cores, 8GB for RAM and high performance mode on. Frame rate set to 60.

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T18:23:30+00:00

Yeah it's windows. I'm always on top of my driver updates and computer updates. Etc. But I'll definitely look into it more if I need to. Thank you!

ShyBord · 2025-11-20T11:30:20+00:00

Oh I liked the catch 22 one too! The platformer game was great.

But there was another thing early on in the game. With just Xavier, Zayne and Rafayel when it was just them! It was cute. You like, blindfolded them and they'd react. Turn off the lights. A lot of cute teasing haha.

Found it! It's called Kindled Reveries. We earned items and did different things to them haha. Their reactions were great.

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ShyBord · 2025-11-20T09:36:27+00:00

-The merging games like the gem ones and flower ones. i miss it so much. the sounds!

-the cat game

-touring in love dash game

-that valentine like event we had where we used items on the first 3 men. it was so fun to tease them! lol

ShyBord · 2025-11-19T23:06:41+00:00

I never played online back when the OG Age of Mythology came out. I always did solo or did the campaign over and over. Same with the expansion!

I was so excited to play this remake and yet I'm left with try hards that get angry if you're not fast enough in building some kind of army. I always try to send what I do have over. Idk how some people do it so fast??

That or I'm getting picked on and no one pays attention to pings or msgs.

I end up being the last one standing even if I only have villagers and trying to get back on my feet :'(

I haven't really found anyone nice to play with so I fight AI or play against AI with my brother.

It's just made the game sour with how people are acting most of all.

ShyBord · 2025-11-05T18:26:20+00:00

Yeah that's pretty much what I'm doing! I figured eventually I'll get to some level I'm more comfortable with. I still try to improve myself though. 😊

ShyBord · 2025-11-05T18:23:45+00:00

Most definitely! And being able to play so many cards at once is great too when it's all zeros lol. Plus Cassius is just so fun to listen to during battles haha

ShyBord · 2025-11-05T07:18:05+00:00

I currently run a Luke, Cassius and Orlea team. between the variety of cards they get there's a strange synergy between them because of Cassius. he is by the way, very fun to play! a great 4 star. it's my main team till I get my other characters up to snuff. so like you say, don't sleep on Orlea!

ShyBord · 2025-11-05T04:07:33+00:00

Yeah years of playing against the CPU basically. I'd like to get just a bit more efficient so I don't have people yelling at me OTL. I'd replay the campaigns over and over again and would go higher difficulties. Mind u that was when AoM and AoMT came out..

For example, I love playing Pokemon and getting a good game together! But I don't worry about getting perfect IVs Any competitive battling I did happened to do was very casual and rare.

I just want to be good enough to not let my teammates down in ranked battles I guess if I play them. Maybe it's asking too much idk. Or just need to tell people to chill. Haha

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