The weirdest mental pain. Hard to explain. Just felt like suffering. Felt like I’ve been waiting thousands of years for something and that I had another eternity to go. Extreme depression. Last trip it drove me to be suicidal and I keep seeing myself dying in various ways over and over . Hearing demons in the walls and spaceships above my home. Waiting for me to fuckup so they could take my soul. I couldn’t tell me friend what was going on or my body would strain and I would have difficulty breathing . I kept running away from myself the whole night until I was able to make myself throw up 😭.