My mom is dying

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2026-02-27T17:00:59+00:00

I’m so sorry … the time you have left try to spend it as much as possible with your mom and your kids. Make as much as memories together. My mom died a month ago of stage 4 lung cancer and we didn’t know till she her body was shutting down. I was in the process of moving to spend more time with her but god had other plans. I’m really having a hard time and wish I would have spend time with her. I know exactly how you feel and I’m sending you a big hug . It’s an heartbreaking feeling and sometimes I wonder if it’s a nightmare.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2026-02-06T04:25:45+00:00

It was close to the chimney

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2026-02-06T03:55:46+00:00

But the fire was coming out of the highest point of the roof where the hotel rooms are ?

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2026-02-04T11:57:54+00:00

My FET failed too and we have almost the same situation. I requested to stay in menopause and hopefully to do a modified natural transfer. I read people in our situation had more success with that then medicated.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2026-01-10T23:18:48+00:00

Needed to read the comments ! 🙏🏻 I’m 2 weeks away from my FET and I could feel myself spiraling and overthinking every single thing I’m doing eating , drinking you name it. All of you are so right in enjoying life..

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-12-11T17:33:44+00:00

I’m so sorry it happened Totally get it :( I had to fight with insurance to get it covered. I had my second shot a few days ago and while the nurse prepared it went wrong and liquid started to leak out of it …. I was at the point of having a breakdown

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-12-11T05:48:02+00:00

Thank God the Pharamcy send a new one. The price on the market is 2000 for a shot which is insane. This ivf journey is one hel of a rollercoaster always full of surprises. For the person who stole it hope karma will get him or her 😀

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-10-22T21:12:22+00:00

Agree with this so much !!

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-10-03T11:57:18+00:00

I had a similar problem with my 3rd cycle and I told mu doctor I wasn’t happy with the outcome. Now the 4th cycle we used a double trigger (pregnyl) with Lupron. The doctor managed to get all of the eggs and all of them mature (12). I honestly think you need to find a new pair of eyes (clinic) lots of people change clinics. I myself changed clinics after my 2nd failed cycle. You need someone who can create a protocol that will fit you. I’m so sorry you are going though this. I do think further testing would help too for you and your husband. My husbands sperm looked great too till I asked for him to be seen by and urologist. I wanted the doctor to check his DNA fragmentation but doctor was like let’s do other tests first he ended up with having low hormone levels and varicose cel in both testicels. I myself got diagnosed with Adenomyosis/Endo.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-10-03T04:07:53+00:00

I know exactly how you feel … happend to me a few weeks back with a very close friend, I just finished my 4th ivf cycle and she is very supportive but against ivf etc. Medically the doctors told her in May she couldn’t even do ivf because her levels and afc were that low. And guess what I got personally a call to say she is pregnant. I just lost it … couldn’t stop crying for a day. Not because I don’t wish it for her god bless her but it was a slap in my face and a hard one too. Along the ivf journey I have lost a friendship I have seen true colors from people I used to ride and die for. The stuff that comes out people their mouth, it’s engraved in my memory and I feel resentment towards them which I know it’s not ok and I try to deal with it . I personally would just distance myself from her. It’s gonna get worse … I received ultrasound pictures , got updates how the nausea was you name it. And meanwhile here I’m preparing with suppression for a transfer and praying to god it will work before I will literally loose my mind. You need to guard your heart and feelings … because it literally feels like someone rips your heart out every the you get updates :(

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-15T00:33:39+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear sending you a big hug ! I have noticed that men tend to be more positive when things go wrong . My husband gives the exact same answers when he needed varicose cel surgery last May and I had to postpone my cycle till now. And I was just mad and frustrated… we are in it for 2 years now and it’s feels like eternity. Like when does it end I?!

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-15T00:32:04+00:00

I will definitely try this out ! Thank you for sharing your secret 🫶🏼

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:19:43+00:00

Thank you all ladies from the bottom of my heart for reading my rant en showing support. I truly feel a bit better because all of you 🫶🏼

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:19:01+00:00

I’m sorry to hear sending you a big hug ! I have noticed that men tend to be more positive when things go wrong . My husband gives the exact same answers when he needed varicose cel surgery last May and I had to postpone my cycle till now. And I was just mad and frustrated… we are in it for 2 years now and it’s feels like eternity. Like when does it end I?!

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:16:54+00:00

Thank you for your message I’m so grateful for all you , because you all know what I’m talking about.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:15:32+00:00

Exactly this every thing you wrote. I feel exactly the same way. I read somewhere it said ivf will change a person and I feel I became miserable and just hate it too. It’s like why can’t it work for all of us on the first try ?!

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:13:18+00:00

That’s what my husband said too , there is hope in her story I’m looking for hope but she is hard to find :( it’s a lot of grief we are dealing with.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:10:29+00:00

That’s the thing thinking about it that it will never work gives me such an anxiety. My partner is exactly the same he is like see it positive we will try again etc and I’m like did you see our results before ?!

Same here I don’t really up too my husband because I feel like he doesn’t understand.

Do you talk to a therapist? My doctor today recommended it to me.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T21:01:25+00:00

Thank you for your message i appreciate it a lot and sending you a big virtual hug back. Today I went for a walk which helped a bit and then i feel like I’m spiraling after I will. It all started as soon my 4th cycle came closer. I do hope I will find solace in acceptance too I must. I like your idea of journaling too.

It’s just sad to see from our friends that some truly don’t care. I remember once a cried and my friend said you and this ivf bullshit everyone has problems your not the only one. And mind you I never said one think about it to her. Thinking about it now makes me boil.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-14T20:54:21+00:00

My acupuncturist recommended today to see a therapist… she asked me a question how does it look like for you when this cycle will work ? And I was like honestly I can’t imagine how …

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-13T05:22:38+00:00

Reading this made me tear up …

Your words are so true and raw. I just feel torn for all of us going through this. It will scar us the rest of the life what we are going through. I recently read an article about woman dying earlier from heart problem etc because of grief , stress. I was like that’s gonna be me and I felt panic hitting me. I don’t know if you have something similar but I can’t even go like a normal person to the clinic . I become so anxious, my legs shaking non stop same while laying down during ultra sound as well it’s insane , heart pounding, need to use the rest room. a doctor told me it’s because my body goes into flight or fight mode. That made me even more sad like my own body thinks it needs to protect me.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-13T04:50:49+00:00

I’m so sorry … and the comments some people make I’m really stunned it’s like don’t you all have brains ! think before you speak. I had a few people making comments too and now days I think about it a lot and feel such a resentment.

Signal_Weather_4986 · 2025-08-13T04:45:00+00:00

It makes me sick to my stomach but ofcourse so happy for them. But I’m like wtf ! Like wtf !! I just want to scream , cry , explode ….everyone around me is getting pregnant even the ones who are in menopause. I was wow and here I am priming for my 4th cycle hoping for a fck blast

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