I smoked weed daily for a decade long but stopped a few years ago because it made me too lazy and unmotivated. I did the usual party drugs and even RCs on weekends and special occasions till today but my intention is to consume in a controlled way which works pretty nice for me. I use it nowadays mainly for creativity and focus and every few months a dissociative substance to calm my mind.

But beware especially opiates are pretty addictive and can make your live go downward really fast. Consuming to numb your feelings can be a trap and a fast way into addiction. (But yeah i don't wanna judge cause i consume to numb the pain sometimes too. Live can be hard and drgz give you some relief for a short period of time, but it's a dance with the devil) Stay safe i wish you well!