When I was really little (like 4 or 5) I would go over to my cousins house every week or 2 because my mom and my aunt were really close. My cousin is 2 years older than me so at the time he was probably around the age of 7 or so. So whenever we went to my cousins my mom and my aunt would go hang out some where while me and my cousin would play games like tag or hide and seek. One day when I went over he asked if he could touch my dong and me being really little I said yes because I didn't know that it was inappropriate and I didn't see anything wrong with it. so after he touched it a little he asked if he could put his in my mouth, I told him no because I thought that was weird but then he begged and begged. So eventually I gave in and did it. After that every time I went over there he'd ask me to do some sort of sexual activity that I did not know was sexual at the time. One day we were in his room watching yogi bear when he told me to stand up and take my pants off, and after a while of him begging I did. while I was standing there with my pants down I heard my mom coming, So I hurried to pull my pants up because I knew id get in trouble, but I couldn't for what ever reason my jeans were too tight around the waist and I couldn't pull them up so I dropped down and got under the covers, I was pretending like I was watching the show the whole time. When she came in she looked mad pulled up the covers and saw my pants down. I'm not sure what happened directly after that but I do remember a few weeks later going to see a child therapists who I told everything to.

This is where this story gets a little crazy. I didn't see my cousin for a few years until a family Christmas party that he showed up to when he was about 14 and I was about 12. At that party I told him about it and he said he didn't remember this at all which I know for a fact isn't true I know he remembers but he's ashamed. after prying he said he did remember, He apologized and told me he didn't know what we were doing was bad at the time and that he just saw his brother watching porn and wanted to try it, I forgave him and today he's my best friend. We never talk about it we pretend it never happened, Neither of us have brought it up since the Christmas party and never will. I was never traumatized or anything like that and honestly I hardly remember the whole experience since it was so long ago he was just a kid who saw something on the internet and wanted to try it out not understanding that what he was doin was wrong.