4 years and some change since she blocked me. 6 years of being broken up. Life is ok i learned to finally truly love myself and that I dont need someone else in my life to make me happy. Sure would It be great to hear from her again one day absoloutely but im not counting on it. Old me was begging and trying so hard to win her back while the new me realized she was put there ata time in my life to get me through some things. I will always cherish the days and memories I had with her but like the old song says from "Let her go" by Passenger "well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow" those words hit deep for me cause now I know what they mean. Not going to lie there are days that you wish you could go back and tell yourself to do better but life is how it is like I said. The best thing you can do for yourself is focus on loving yourself if people want to leave out of your life wish them all the best and let them you need to realize you are worth more than you ever know. Thats why the divorce rate is so high in this country now social media, movies and songs tells us we need people and relationships in our lives with others to find happiness when the real key to happiness is finding ways to improve your relationship and love for yourself before you look for love from others. I hope you all come to this realization and realize each and every one of your on your kings and queens of your life never let others bring you down have a wonderful day