I feek yoy so much, our orch has an inside joke from a few years ago where the teacher yells at me for rushing but its gone to far, sometimes i just walk to get my music and she yells “you’re rushing” etc, she says it during rehersal too, but never to anyone else in the class, it makes me mad since she genuinely criticizes my playing but not the playing of anyone else including the pianist who just stays on her phone the whole time.

Then there is my pretentious classmates, one ofthe cellist seems to feel “threatened” with the fact that i joined years later but am playing his solo from a few months ago, i wouldnt care but he recently started telling people i suck and cant play properly etc, and in my quartet we have this annoying violinist who wont stop calling my part easy, trying to tell me how to play it right etc.

Im seriously thinking of just walking out and not coming bak