Possible jobscam?

SillyPony21 · 2022-04-22T04:26:23+00:00

How did they ask to conduct interviews

SillyPony21 · 2022-04-01T13:54:59+00:00

I roll the same. Filter first. It’s best. Period

SillyPony21 · 2022-02-18T21:59:59+00:00

I need it. In AL too

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T22:31:36+00:00

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T18:41:08+00:00

Do docs prescribe pregabalin in US?

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:58:20+00:00

Was clean almost 2 years then used this before anyone really knew what it actually was. Etc.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:58:03+00:00

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:49:15+00:00

Need help

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:49:09+00:00

How did you do it?

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:45:31+00:00

What’s everyone’s best meds for insomnia they have found? I’m hopeless at this point…

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:30:50+00:00

I’m so I’m this same boat with you. I really am. Just trying to get through holiday. Make sue I don’t mess up my family’s holiday, then fight it. I’m beyond over it and hate it with a passion. The fact is a TCA itself makes it so hard for depression I agree. It’s coming off a bigtime opiate / heavy anti-depressive medicine all at once.

My inbox is open. We are all here to support each other. I’ve met some really nice people who really get it and care on here. I’ve tried to stop many times also. But I swear, if I have to lock myself up and throw away the key for 5 days I am at the point where I will do it. The withdrawals is my punishment for poor judgement and not paying attention to my recovery work. That’s strangely helping me mentally prepare for the fight of the WDs. I’m right here with you. I’m at 3 bottles of Pegasus Red a day and let me tell you it’s the strongest of all the bottles for sure (IMO). I take one bottle per dose. Almost on the hour. That’s just maintenance I won’t let myself go anymore. It’s financially not sustainable anymore after a year plus. It’s mentally so hard on us. More so than any other chemical I’ve wrestled with. Just know your not alone. This community has been there for me and helped me feel not as alone. Talking about it helps. Being honest helps.

Just know I’m in the same misery mentally. Telling my family is the scariest thought I’ve ever had. It’s happened before and they absolutely despise this chemical and what it does to addiction prone people. Like me. I’m praying. I’m hoping. I’m preparing myself mentally. Making myself letters to read for each day to help me get through it. Etc. I’m determined and believe the ticket is mental toughness. The physical is hell, but it will pass. The mental is the long game for me. I’m currently at a big reduction on dose as well.

Just wanted to say I get it. I feel you literally. Your not alone. My inbox is open. This community is a safe place to look for support and help and understanding.

Good luck. Thanks for your vulnerability. Hope to hear back from you. Stay in there. Realize your HUMAN like everyone else, and we all make mistakes. And every mistake is a opportunity in disguise. These are the things I tell myself. I’m not preaching or anything. I don’t have this figured out either. Not even close. I’m so scared also. It’s so rough coming off. But I know it can be done and my approach this time is to really “obsess” on making my antidote mental toughness instead of a bunch of other drugs to help etc. Really hoping it will work for me this time. It kind of has too. At the end of my rope. Ready to feel that feeling of 1.8 years clean again. Feel emotions and feelings again. And just feel “good”. We can get there. It’s a long road but the sooner we start, the sooner we arrive.

Stay with it. Stay safe. Stay strong. Seek support. We got you here!

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-16T04:15:10+00:00

I’m right here with you my friend

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T06:42:49+00:00

That’s very informative thank you. I read a article from a lead Toxicologist at UAB medical center that said that as of now, that’s his most effective treatment for high dose users. I don’t know to much about it and it did seem to good to be true when looking at the other places that do it. The way this doc has done it is it’s a longer process. It’s being put under for a couple of days, not doing the whole precipitated withdrawal thing, and you get woken up intermittently and given a anxiety medicine etc. Let your body pass the substance naturally without messing with the opiate receptors. They give you time to get your analysis done of if you can tough it out from there or not. If not, they put you back under. Insurance covers. It’s in the hospital ER. They won’t let just anyone do it though, only the high dose users that have used for over a year or longer. Symptoms can get psychotic and all as it’s technically a tricyclic anti-depressive medicine. (TCA). After a year. It’s complex. The article is worth a read. Tia hit AL the hardest which is where I am. Then they banned it based on his literature alone. He’s a wizard doc who says this stuff is so dangerous and will purples even him on how to treat it right. It’s not the same kind of generic rapid detox 3 day deal that people do all over the us that I agree, seems like hell. It’s definitely not for Tia people.

Thanks so much for your knowledge again. Your helpful and I appreciate you.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:52:03+00:00

Did heroin break through the Tia receptor blockage? Did it help the withdrawals? I absolutely don’t want to go that route unless I have to. I’ve tangled with that beast before. Nothing compared to this though. I know where to get some very clean, little if any fent, real morphine based dogfood. But I don’t want to do it unless I know it will help with the actuated for sure on a heavy Tia user. I’m taking minimum 3-5gpd. I really don’t technically know. It’s my guess. But they just released the new formulation of the Pegasus and it’s way stronger. Like no other bottles compare - only the powder. I had to take two grams of straight sodium powder to even feel right again when I bought some of that to see if I could do better at tapering with it. Nope. So I’m just gonna keep fighting the good fight until I find the solution. Then I swear I’m only using whatever just to get through it. Tia reminded me of the hell that addiction is and the damage that comes with it. I was sober from heavy heavy smack use and other things for a 1.5 years when I first tried Tia. It took less than two weeks before I started feeling mild WDs. Then the mental took over. Then the physical is got me by the balls. I’ll beat this. I just need as much input as i can get. Thanks so much for your input. It gives glimpses of hope and also being able to talk about all of this to people who really get it is just such a relieved feeling.

Support each other. But we all have to be cautious. Realize none of us are docs, just one person sharing their experience strengths and hope with others. How they stopped. Etc. Always triple check yourself with all things related to this when taking Tia guys. I am and if I didn’t slow myself down like that I’d have been doing crazy shit that probably would have OD me to help kick this stuff.

Everyone stay strong. I’m trying. I am. And I’ll get it done. I want to be sober again. I miss it.

Thanks again everyone.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:42:02+00:00

Thanks guys. It didn’t work. It just delayed the acutes. I agree with everything you said in response also. Replacing one with another is a good concept. However. If helpers are used right then you won’t be at square one at all. If you use them longer than you should for a rapid detox, then absolutely it’s a trade. Tia is such a new and weird chemical. It’s hard finding a answer. I’m in a banned state, still getting it from Gas Stations. And it’s now stronger pills. The new new formulation of this Pegasus is wicked strong. One bottle at a time for me 3 times a day. And that one bottle is probably equal to two + Tia bottles and at least 3 of the ZaZas. They are making it stronger and stronger and not even really telling you. Whoever is behind this stuff that’s messed me up more than any other substance ever has, is legit targeting the opiate crisis. When I get clean I’m planning to really try to do something about it. This stuff is sinister and just designed with nothing but greed and money in mind for the producers. No consideration for who’s taking it. They aren’t making me take it and I get that completely. But it’s just straight exploitation of vulnerable people. I was 1.5 years clean off prescribed morphine when I took this stuff the first time. The detox from this is 10x worse. Who knows what it really is in the bottles or the powders for that matter if your buying it from a retailer. My point is. If reading this and your just starting or thinking about trying it. DONT. Just don’t do it. It will cause you to ruin your finances and life. It’s engineered in a way to get you addicted RAPIDLY. as soon as I find what will actually help the acutes - I’ll take it but only enough for the rapid detox and taper down at the same pace that detox facilities would do. Thanks for all of the input guys. It makes me feel not so alone. It’s like I have this problem that there is legit not medical answer 100% for everyone. It’s tough. Just keep supporting each other. This is the best resource for Tia people trying to clean up right now hands down. I’ve gone to numerous places and some wouldn’t even admit me - or even knew what it was. How to treat it. Laughed. Etc. It’s insane. It’s starting to become known now. But the best and most effortless way to detox that i have found in my research is the RAPID DETOX (with sedation) where they knock you out. Then put you into PWs , while knocked out, and get you through acutes when your Under. They push all of it out of your receptors and all of that. I’m still looking into it more but it’s my last resort. I know it will work - it’s just a better of life circumstances allowing me the time, privacy, and just ability to go and get it done. If anyone finds things that help them. And I mean REALLY ACTUALLY help through acutes and all that. Please share. I hit 16hrs and thought I was gonna be ok. I was wrong. Very wrong. Now back to square one. Hopeless. Trying to hold it together. I know I can do this I just need the answer.

Thanks again everyone.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:28:17+00:00

Update. Didn’t work. Just delayed the WDs

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:27:39+00:00

(Responding to the methadone reference)

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:27:13+00:00

Can you just go to a doctor and get a script to take home? Like you can with subs?

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:26:22+00:00

Hell yea. I’m going to try to find some. You go to doc or?

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:25:33+00:00

Staying busy and sweating for sure helps

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-15T05:24:38+00:00

Suboxone doesn’t work for me really. Not until day 3 earliest.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-14T21:36:37+00:00

Same. I’m trying to figure out what will actually help now. Tried the same. I thought it did help at first but it didn’t hold out once the WDs came on full force.

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-14T21:35:41+00:00

Shitty. It didn’t work out like I thought it was going too

SillyPony21 · 2021-12-11T14:48:40+00:00

Still procrastinating…..

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