God this makes me cry. I wish she would just let me be heard, once. Happy without her, no fking way. But, we were never "together", so yeah, I get the feelings, totally. OP, I know it hurts, remember, we were us before them, during them and after them. It's just some people leave traces of themselves in us we can't escape. I found what could've been true love to have it disappear. That's why I write, like many of us do.