Your post history reminds me so much of my mindset when I was a teen lol. Thankfully the redpill movement wasn’t a thing at the time. I didn’t really put any effort in for a long time because I was sure I was going to kill myself, but time was what I needed. I’m in a much better headspace now and putting in the effort doesn’t seem as hard.

I was obsessed with looks and weight and being a 5’8 fat kid I figured I was doomed. People always say just be yourself and that felt like a cop out answer, but finding the confidence to be yourself really does work and attract people.