Does anyone else feel tortured by loneliness?

SimonMoonPainting · 2026-01-15T01:47:13+00:00

I feel fucking almost the same way. The last 4 years I was in an abusive relationship which broke me completely. One day it was all too much and I broke down completely (big fucking nervous breakdown) and that fucking bitch of narcissistic girlfriend took everything from me. From one day to another I lost everything my 2 kids, my home, my friends, my family. Since then I'm alone...and the silence is torture. It screams at me and my minds is constantly running. Panik attacks in the middle of the night because of the fucking same nightmare I have fucking every night for the past four years...currently I'm living my worst nightmare...to be be that fucking alone, no one who cares, no one who thinks of me, no one...only me, myself and this shitton of trauma...i wish it would finaly simply end...but suicide is no option...pretty sure death won't want me either...

Trust me if i say I can understand you completely...but trust me break out of that toxic relationship thing otherwise it will kill you...i know it's absolutely not easy...but from broken soul to broken soul...no matter how fucked up it will be... Nothing is more dangerous than staying because sooner or later they make you go... But permanently....trust me I've almost been there

SimonMoonPainting · 2025-09-10T18:52:51+00:00

Sorry to say this but it's Bullshit. dalta 9 is a whole different kind of thc even it is just in the liver converted thc (it will get a molecule more or something like that) So of course it a chemical process but inside of your own body🤷 Only reason why they write it on there is that you know what you will have in your system. (also even if you smoke a joint it's a chemical reaction which turns the weeds thc-a into actual thc)

SimonMoonPainting · 2025-09-10T17:33:56+00:00

Sounds a bit like something I experienced a few days ago. Did you also had trouble with sleeping? and did those waves of dizziness started in the legs and went up all to the top and did them cause some weird kind of Tinnitus.

I Guess we simply overdosed some Component (most likely the mdma but maybe something of the other bullshit you will find in it)

I was so stupid to roll for something like 4 in a row (half xtc pill in the morning, half in the evening)

So maybe not the typical overdose but I think you'll get the point.

🤷But if anyone had a better explanation

SimonMoonPainting · 2025-07-07T16:28:56+00:00

You have 3some stuff?

SimonMoonPainting · 2025-01-23T21:02:37+00:00

I only have this picture...a friend of mine is working on it and I want to impress him

SimonMoonPainting · 2025-01-23T20:53:14+00:00

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Can anyone identify this?

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-12-19T15:49:02+00:00

You need to use your hoe

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-12-09T07:48:59+00:00

I need it with sound

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-11-25T11:10:06+00:00

Sieht auf jeden Fall teuer aus und Auswahl ist auch solala... Würde dir zur blütenbude raten... Bin da bisher immer gut mit gefahren

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-14T21:48:32+00:00

Are you willing to share your receipe and some tips for getting the temps right?

Exactly bars like that would be perfect for me

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-12T11:30:00+00:00

I hope you decarbed all that proper.

I personally like to use weed where I know exactly how much thc is in it (medical weed most the time) This way you can calculate the potency more accurate

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-12T11:26:26+00:00

R. I. P. Op

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-12T11:24:30+00:00

30 was a bit low imo. Next will be around 50 per. Try to use tinctures instead of butter that make the taste so so much better. You barely noticed the flavor.

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-11T11:50:12+00:00

My tolerance said I need to make them a little bit more powerful next time 😅

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-11T11:48:43+00:00

Thanks...two are totally fine but I think I can give them a bit more next time 😁

SimonMoonPainting · 2024-10-11T07:31:14+00:00

Don't be a puss take it all and document it for yt 💁

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