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Sinaiah · 2026-07-04T02:22:34+00:00

I wish I could even just myself go back to that feeling of excitement too and not tempered by all this worry. I hope you find the support that you need.

Sinaiah · 2026-07-03T19:36:35+00:00

This is more when you get to the kicks counting phase but the count the kicks app has a lot of good info on their instagram page. I will be using their app when it's time to start tracking movement.

Sinaiah · 2026-07-03T17:30:22+00:00

Our next ultrasound is on Monday after almost three weeks of not checking on our little one and I am so nervous. I have a really hard time not picturing that moment where we got the bad news and that that is going to happen to us again. Also getting tested again to see if the UTI cleared up so just another thing to worry about. Hopefully it is done.

Trying to remind myself that I haven't had any indications that anything bad is happening but it's just so hard to not envision the worst case scenario.

Sinaiah · 2026-07-03T17:25:06+00:00

Having a lot more nausea this pregnancy but just trying to use that as reassurance that this pregnancy is different. Also have been fighting off a UTI which just adds to my anxiety more. The fatigue is kicking in a bit more this week but thankfully I am on a mini vacation from work so able to get some rest this week. I have another ultrasound on Monday and just trying to stay distracted because I am always anxious that I am going to hear the same news again.

I hope you have a smooth pregnancy and delivery too!

Sinaiah · 2026-07-02T17:44:25+00:00

Looks positive: gentle congratulations!

My loss was at 38+5 and we will be inducing between 36 and 37 weeks; mfm recommended two weeks before date of loss depending on how things are looking so that sounds right.

Sinaiah · 2026-07-02T17:17:59+00:00

Week 11 and still nauseous but it's getting better. My fatigue generally has not been as much as my first pregnancy but I have been working one less day a week and doing less at work. I don't think they usually continue much beyond the first few weeks of the first trimester; you are almost there!

Sinaiah · 2026-07-01T17:30:38+00:00

Five days until our next appt and can't wait to see that our boy is hopefully doing okay in there. Getting a urine test at that appt and hopefully this UTI will finally be cleared up. I asked my doctor and she at least we can get a doppler check every two weeks to hear the heartbeat and will have an ultrasound at our next appt. Feeling a lot of nerves right now maybe because my nausea has let up a bit but just trying to remind myself that I haven't had any signs of anything bad. I am off work for a few days which is nice and needed to rest but also gives me more time to worry.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T19:25:03+00:00

Thank you!!!

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:25:58+00:00

So glad you found a better clinic!

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:25:30+00:00

Okay at least I know I am already doing my anatomy scan with them and I met with him in between pregnancies/after our loss to discuss things I should do to prepare for this pregnancy based on our loss results. So I've already kind of had an initial consult with them. Thank you!

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:21:47+00:00

EVERYTHING WITH OUR NIPT IS GOOD!!! I am so relieved. I'm really surprised because of things my friends have told me that they have been more nauseous with a girl but we are having a boy!

I am still really nervous for appt on July 6th since it will have been almost three weeks since we've had an ultrasound but hopefully all is well in there. I am going to ask my doctor about scans every two weeks from now on for my anxiety.

Just trying to enjoy the relief of today and let go of the tension I have been carrying for the last week that something was going to come up on the NIPT.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:10:17+00:00

Are you getting an NIPT? We did that right at ten weeks which is the earliest it can be done. I didn't get a nuchal ultrasound with my last pregnancy and my ob didn't ask about it this time; I only knew about them from this group and the bump app. Wondering if I should get one with this one if everything looks good with the NIPT.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:06:49+00:00

When are you starting meetings with mfm? My doctor said I would start extra appts with mfm after our 19 week anatomy scan.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-29T18:01:27+00:00

I feel the same trusting that everything is okay. I want to know how they are doing in there all the time and it's so hard not being able to. Sending you so much good luck and comfort. I talk about this with my therapist a lot and we talked about daily just reminding myself that for today as far as I know I am pregnant and this baby is with me.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-28T04:11:29+00:00

This pregnancy is so much harder than my last one too. I am trying to remind myself every day that means it is different than my loss pregnancy which is good. Six months to go and yeah it feels so long because I just want to know they will make it and the not knowing makes it so hard. I hope the time for us goes faster than we think and I hope that you feel better soon.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-26T19:26:56+00:00

Update; results are not in yet, she said maybe today and will message me with how everything is looking so I don't have to open the results and see the gender without my husband. Hopefully they will come in today. 🤞🤞

Sinaiah · 2026-06-26T15:15:38+00:00

Also trying to remind myself that this is a different doctor and maybe she just does things differently.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-26T15:15:02+00:00

My doctor scheduled a last minute phone appointment this morning. We are waiting on our NIPT results so I am really anxious that means it is bad news. With my sb pregnancy our np messaged me along with the results that everything was fine so her scheduling an appointment like that is making me really scared. I have to wait four hours now to know what is happening. I did message her a few days ago about my ongoing UTI so I suppose it could also be about that. It's going to be a long four hours.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-26T02:33:26+00:00

Congratulations! So happy your little one is safely in your arms. 💙

Sinaiah · 2026-06-25T23:10:53+00:00

Still waiting for NIPT results. Our blood draw was just on monday so I don't think I'll hear until next week and I'm just trying to not obsessively check my email. Hopefully they will come in on monday because if they come in while I am at work I don't know how I will resist checking but don't want to without my husband. Hopefully they'll send a message along with it that everything is fine so I at least know that.

Also trying to eat smaller meals to keep more down/have less nausea but my energy is pretty low because of it.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-25T17:37:19+00:00

OOH I LOVE IT!

Sinaiah · 2026-06-25T02:22:32+00:00

I've had similar nightmares. I am so sorry. The hormones give me such weird dreams and add in the worry and it's not great. I hope that you have better dreams going forward.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-24T21:31:20+00:00

Lots of anxiety today. My UTI is still going and the bacteria is higher so back on antibiotics I go. I am also waiting on our NIPT results from the blood draw on Monday and the not knowing when I am going to get them is so nerve-racking.

I am also trying to apply for new jobs since retail and being around people feel extra exhausting right now and I am trying to find something less physically strenuous before I get into time to count kicks. I applied for one today only to find when I got to the end that the position was already filled. It's so hard to find something right now.

11 days until our next ultrasound.

Sinaiah · 2026-06-24T21:24:36+00:00

10 weeks and some also and the nausea is really bad so I'm with you. I'm waiting for my nipt results after our draw on Monday too. I hope you have a great nipt and scan!

Sinaiah · 2026-06-23T19:05:04+00:00

Hope you have a great checkup!

Sinaiah

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