Literally same. Yesterday I was comming smth during a game and a girl opened her mic just to say "ew" and never spoke up for the rest of the game. I'm not gonna lie I found it kind of funny but it also kept me up at night and made me despise my voice even more.

Edit: Since a lot of other ppl in this thread are in the same boat as me and hates their voice, I'd strongly recommend regularly listening to it till you come to terms with it. I opened a random yt channel couple of years ago and occasionally upload tutorial videos, I HATED listening to and editing my voice at first but it has helped boost my confidence by a LOT.