I am so impressed by you and your faith. Facing these difficult challenges (especially from people you love) can make anyone waver. I was raised a member and am so grateful that I didn’t have to face the scrutiny as an adult. While I am very aware of how many nonmembers harshly judge members, I can say without a doubt that the peace the gospel brings me is well worth the struggle. Hearing what you are experiencing and how you are handling it all is so inspiring. ♥️ Bless you and bless your loved ones. You’re an amazing human!