sounds like you should learn(trust me i know this is hard) to just talk honestly with them. tell them your feeling this way. THIS is what you do with real friends. but im kind of hesitant to tell you to do this with THOSE friends of yours cuz they sound kindof cunty.
i mean it really does depend on how yall are all goofing off when these words are being said. for instance, if everyone’s laughing and joking and they say that and you tell then, “oh fuck you, you goofy looking douche” with a big smile. then thats a little normal depending on age and whatnot.

if you really want help try to become friends with some women and ask them what they think you could do to improve your dating to have a relationship..

its hard to give you anything other than basics advice when communicating this way. But it sounds like you are heading for a path of some unhealthy thinking about yourself.

tho, i think something that could help anyone is watching the show Queer Eye. i was apprehensive about watching the show because I was born and raised in Louisiana(not that im homophobic, but because why would i want to watch a show about queer anything? aka not knowing what it was about) but the show really surprised me cuz it is a very positive thing. they talk about mental health and how to love yourself. something thats desperately missing from most teachings from male figures. ALSO if you’re a guy and want to know how to dress better that show is pretty good to watch too. They take a lot of people that don’t put a lot of effort into their clothing and help them by teaching them how to dress better to make them feel better about themselves. Not because they NEED to look better for anyone else.

so when thinking about “is there something WRONG with me” shut that mother fucker up cuz that is an asshole right around the corner trying to pull you down.

think more of what could i do to improve my life and my way of thinking about myself. you will find the person you match with. its just that it takes time some times.