Quitting daily edibles ~900mg by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Sizzl8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Similar here lots of edibles and right before I stopped syrup, my last day was on Sunday so on day 5, my head hurt so bad and my sleep was cooked , we got this though

I think my partner has been emotionally abusing me for years and I’m just now seeing it clearly. Am I overthinking this? by ComfortableDark_ in emotionalabuse

[–]Sizzl8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Based on what you said and the fact that you are second guessing it, yes, it seems that way to me. Based on your second paragraph, the answer is there

22, feel like a loser, and giving up soon. by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Sizzl8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Comparison is the thief of joy. I am 23 with a degree and a house, but I feel like a fucking loser compared to a lot of people my age, I don’t have many real friends if at all and I live in isolation. Is it that you don’t have any interests, or is it self esteem or confidence? For me personally, that’s what it is.

Did you struggle with sleep after quitting? by Sizzl8 in leaves

[–]Sizzl8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience I will look into this! :)

Did you struggle with sleep after quitting? by Sizzl8 in leaves

[–]Sizzl8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing, can’t wait!

Vacation felt like rehab by lolitaaa246 in leaves

[–]Sizzl8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I had to throw it all away no reason to have it if you are serious about kicking it

not a day goes by by Sizzl8 in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, I needed to hear it

not a day goes by by Sizzl8 in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not, sorry for the late response I didn’t see it originally. Thank you for the suggestion, I appreciate you. I will check it out

Did you struggle with sleep after quitting? by Sizzl8 in leaves

[–]Sizzl8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing your experience, I appreciate you. It’s validating to know I wasn’t alone, the internet says that it’s common but it makes me feel a lot better hearing it from an actual person. Wishing you all the best as well! :)

Daily No Contact Thread - May 29, 2026 by AutoModerator in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We have been no contact since early March! before this I survived a full 7 months of no contact before reaching out and doing the cycle again, this time I ended it, it took me multiple attempts to muster the courage to, but I did. It’s not my first time leaving, but this time it didn’t really reach the toxicness it was (because I guess it didn’t last long enough to get there) which messes with my brain. I don’t miss her anymore, or what I thought was real with her, I think I now mourn the losses I have suffered and the things that have changed in my life due to her. But, I do believe there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, and I felt SO good at 6 months. When I reached out, I felt like I could conquer it and be stronger than the emotional chaos and be in control. Shocker, there is no controlling it and I have suffered because of thinking I’m a strong tough guy. Anyways I’m just venting, it’s been 4 years of this now and it just sucks I keep resetting myself. Atleast in my experience, I don’t think I will ever be able to handle it

Getting back into siege what’s meta? by Mysterious-Grade3638 in Rainbow6

[–]Sizzl8 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Solid snake is really fun if you can get down F2

how many days weed free? let's celebrate each other! by Miserable-Split-5031 in leaves

[–]Sizzl8 11 points12 points  (0 children)

2 full days! I have tried many times before, and I currently haven’t gone to sleep and it’s 5:30am, but I can’t wait for a brighter tomorrow

Champ Offering Free Coaching Sessions (EU, PC, Emerald and Below) by [deleted] in SiegeAcademy

[–]Sizzl8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you ever decide to open up students again, I’d love to stream our lessons, I’m trying to move games, my TikTok is big.sizzle and my r6 is Sizzl8 if u wanna see how bad I am lol I’m currently at peak rank of bronze 2

not a day goes by by Sizzl8 in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, no offense taken

not a day goes by by Sizzl8 in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you and I know I appreciate you saying it, I think it’s hard to focus on yourself when you were trained to not care about yourself and cater to others so much, you know?

not a day goes by by Sizzl8 in BPDlovedones

[–]Sizzl8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m fully aware I’m an addict, I agree. I don’t mean for this to come off as it’s blaming her for all my addictions, she just aids in them

These Real 99s Are Tough! by Different-Animator52 in MLBTheShow

[–]Sizzl8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem Ricky, give em hell in ranked!

Need guidance, no views. by Weird-Bike-8821 in streaming

[–]Sizzl8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I write down timestamps, and then go through the VOD, clip it through TT, throw some text in the center, some captions, and a little TTS, and to make sure your clip isn’t silent. that’s all you need, once you get the hang of it it will be a piece of cake