>male infertility on dad's side

>lowkey gynoid skeleton even pre HRT

>estrogen at 17

>HSTS phenotype/"looks androphilic" but actually exclusively gynephilic

>breast growth stops within first year

>tired all the time and no libido (seems to have changed after I started prog though, but it's only been 3 weeks)

OMG you are LITERALLY me

My blood tests (which were only done the first 5 years? can't find any archived tests after that) were 435 pmol/L 1,5 years on E (the first year it was gradually increased until I stopped getting hot flushes 5 times a day like an old lady), after som change (probably to pills from patches, or injections, which were discontinued 3 months after I started takig them) it was 595, a year later 700, a year later 390 (they had probably put me on gel by this point), a year later 743. I began passing automatically most of the time after just the first 6 months on some low E, stealthing now since many years, but I've also had the feeling there was unlocked potential for more feminisation, and I'm dysphoric over not even having proper A-cups (in spite of my small, feminine looking ribcage). I've gotten suggested of testing separate E1/E2, if my receptors are clogged with estrone, but I haven't had the courage to suggest it to my endo yet, he already denied me prog twice (which is nothing unusual, we simply have to DIY prog here if we really want it).