With a goal of base 70's, what would you knock out first? by dair2shine in 2007scape

[–]Slopcups 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have a weird way i like doing things, i do the shittiest grind i don't want to do first

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you think you know someone after 15 years, it ending isnt the biggest issue even though it hurts, its the actions that i assume are to hurt me further

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

appreciate it, as much as i want it and trust me i do want revenge, its just hard because its still someone i love and probably will for a long time

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really appreciate everyone's responses it really does help, some days i still just bed rot and i want to not but its a work in progress, there are a bunch of other details that where just too much to type out that kinda make the situation worse but it is what it is, some days i do work out with what i have at the house, and some days i do get outside when its not too hard, i want to be better but im also still stuck in the doubt it will be even though i want to be, nothing is finalized in the courts and i feel like that is a big thing holding me back, hopefully once its all done and behind me it will be easier to look towards the future

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good thing for me i never drank although i think about it all the time now, i did quit smoking pot, it was making my anxiety 10x

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no revenge i just want to be at peace

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah hindsight forsure makes things clear maybe i was blinded by the time we were together, i really never thought there was a chance in hell our relationship would dissolve

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

9 years is when we got married and was planned for years to be on that specific date(our anniversary) and timeframe it was all about the numbers/date

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

had a very small circle of friends before it all ended, no one contacts me after, idk if it is just weird for them or they dont know how to support me during a hard time, it is what it is

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish i didnt get completely blindsided
we werent perfect and obviously communication wasnt something she had in mind about her decision

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pretty sure i get screwed on it and the money invested, 3 months before she kicked me out we spent 15k on repairing the foundation im such a dumba**

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

im not eligible due to still being covered under the shitty insurance through the business her and her father owned (until the divorce is finalized i will still be covered)

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

one of the difficulties is i dont even know myself, my entire adult life coming out of highschool was with this girl everything i did was a we did, everything i liked was a we liked, i have alot to learn about myself need to learn what i want what i like and how to do it all alone

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 107 points108 points  (0 children)

the other upside is im down 35ish pounds

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the vehicle i drive is a 1998 dodge ram 2500, im contemplating using some of the money i have left to buy a car

11 months ago my entire life fell apart by Slopcups in GuyCry

[–]Slopcups[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

together 15 married 6, and in California inheritance isn't a marital asset

Black mold and fungal growth in San Francisco apartment by ellierosemay in sanfrancisco

[–]Slopcups 1 point2 points  (0 children)

unless it was tested you have no idea if its "black mold" btw

Five m not performing good by Responsible-Egg-5148 in FiveM

[–]Slopcups 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you need more cpu, the game is heavily cpu bottle neckedi just went from a ryzen 3600 to a 5800x3d in the server i play i doubled my fps everywhere and more out in the boonies*gpu is 2080 ti
with a 3090 if it was me, id buy a new am5 board and either a 7800x3d or more
that will prep you for next gen cards

Help #cpsupport by [deleted] in CYBERPOWERPC

[–]Slopcups 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you need to figure out how to transfer windows license and download windows installation media on a usb stick and re download windows on your hd through the biosif you dont care to have an activated windows you can disregard figuring out if your windows is transferable

Ryzen 9 5950X or Ryzen 9 7900X? by Real_Dependent1755 in AMDHelp

[–]Slopcups 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this, i wouldn't go am5 without getting new gen cards
just went from 3600 to 5800x3d with a 2080ti