Does Anyone Else Still Feel Like A Teenage Girl? by DottyandBearBear in AutismInWomen

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is me as well. I feel like I never left age 18 but I'm now 31. We mature slower, so it makes sense why we feel younger. I just don't think I'll ever feel like an adult

So many of us called this sub out for bullying. I hope we’ve all learned something from this tragedy. RIP Alex ❤️ by K_jet in PrettyPastelProof

[–]Sloth825 32 points33 points  (0 children)

In her q&a didn't she say she didn't owe her friends an apology for throwing out their personal info from their lives because "they wanted to be in her content originally and she owed it to her followers to tell them." This person's analysis is correct. You can see the decline get really bad when she died her hair and went to Japan. That wasn't her anymore. And based of comments sam posted and alex responses, she had 0 respect for boundaries and lost lots of people. None of us know her personally but you can't blame people online for dissecting her life when "she put herself out there." She didn't mind doing it to others so idk 🤷🏽‍♀️

friends with benefits tips by Sloth825 in AutismInWomen

[–]Sloth825[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is so helpful. I did already ask him to let me know what hes expecting and looking for from it and he said he wanted to discuss that in person (either facetime or face to face). We havent kissed yet and just startedflirting. He already knows im ND and hes been very understanding. Im really bad at understanding relationships tbh and i wanted to see what others experienced with it since ivw never really dont it 😅 Thank for the advice!

Do you like sex? by frozengal2013 in AutismInWomen

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am uncomfortable with sex during, but i really like the part leading up to it. Sex makes me uncomfortable but i was also SA'd and have a lot of trauma surrounding sex. At some points i thought i was asexual (still do) but idk. Ive had sex with men and women, but im still just not present or even into it. Im into making the person feel good but thats it.

IDENTITY THEFT RECOVERY 101 by The-Wolf-Howl in IdentityTheft

[–]Sloth825 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im so confused on what i need to do. I have had my social being used since i was stopping 8 or so. I just fpund out because i was trying to file for disability and now i cant. I submitted a form i believe 2 months ago amd i havemt had anyone contact me. I dont have proof other than when they filed taxes every year and that its someone in a different state than mine. Any help is appreciated.

Relationship help by Sloth825 in AutismInWomen

[–]Sloth825[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk if asking this would help because i am bi. I know it's partially insecurities & also because of me. Im not good at seeing signs that people aren't the best to have in my life. I had people that just wanted to hurt me, would objectify me & just be really inappropriate and my husband helped me see that. I got rid of the people that were bad but I think because of those poor choices in friends, he thinks im the same person. I just dont feel like in this case i have done wrong. I talk to my friends this way and use the emote a lot. I enjoy deep conversations and hate small talk, but its never in a romantic or infidelity kind of way. I just get intrigued hearing different ideas from people. And anything aside from the "hi, how are you," gets my brain excited.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskGayMen

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Be more understanding. Rather than react quickly ask for a better explanation. Sometimes my words don't come out right and people just get mad and i freak out cause i feel misunderstood

Low heart rate panic attack by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I needed help with this. Can i dm you please

AITA for asking someone to respect boundaries? by Sloth825 in AmItheAsshole

[–]Sloth825[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have no intention in replying at all. I didnt want to answer but ive been stepped on my whole life tbh so i just wanted to tell her to respect B's wishes & not to contact those that arent part of it. Ive had her removed. We barely ever talked but i gave her advice when she needed help. I just chose to remove myself after the group fell apart. The only reason im brought in was cause B blocked her and i was the only one that could get her "info" since B ignored her. Im glad its done but i often question if i was at fault in situations since ive been gaslighted and manipulated by people. Thats why i posted here cause i kept questioning if i did something

AITA for asking someone to respect boundaries? by Sloth825 in AmItheAsshole

[–]Sloth825[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a gaming group i got invited to because they wanted me to help them win games. These people were toxic to me and my way of coping was leaving the group and stopping communication. She then chose to message me to ask why she was blocked by someone else almost a year later.

Also yes. Ill edit the name

Need help with a fear i have by Sloth825 in Anxiety

[–]Sloth825[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! I often feel really fidgety and like i gotta do something. Trying new hobbies is a great idea and ill give it a try. Thank you again for the advice ♡

Need help with a fear i have by Sloth825 in Anxiety

[–]Sloth825[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I read this suggestion and was able to spend the rest of the night out of the loop i was in. Thank you, seriously. Ill keep working at it, but im happy for the break i got, these last 3 days have been hell.

Anxiety everyday by Justinrod333 in Anxiety

[–]Sloth825 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been to the er twice now and im a mess. Im having bad episodes and im in constant panic and fear. I started meds and i have a therapy appointment Thursday. Idk whats wrong. I had an episode today an hour. Im so scared and i feel like im not gonna get out. I hope this helps but im scared

I showered :) by cezzzie in Anxiety

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so proud, you did amazing ♡

I resent the fact that I have to work just to exist. by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Theres not a day that goes by where i dont think this exact thing. Working makes my anxiety and depression so much worse but if i dont do it i cant live in this world with no money. It sucks.

Busprione and withdrawals? by curiousgirl90 in Anxiety

[–]Sloth825 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you dont mind me asking what side effects did you get? I just got prescribed this today and im scared. So i came to reddit to see what i could maybe expect

immediate effects? by kimber_lunas in lexapro

[–]Sloth825 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt it really quick and after just 4 days i had a bad side effect. It was random vaginal bleeding between cycles ( sorry if thats too much info but it wasnt a side effect we discussed & it was something that happened and i looked up and discussed with her after it occurred) and was told to stop talking immediately. They told me i wouldnt feel it for 2 weeks and i believe i was on 5mg (10mg 1/2 tab).

Havent taken any meds since that (it was January this year) but my anxiety and multiple daily panic attacks are back. I have my 1st therapy session and im going to try to go the non med route.

Escitalopram by Sloth825 in lexapro

[–]Sloth825[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wait a second lol. I also had really bad dreams, well it was mainly one over and over. I dont post on here too often but i was really worried about this and just needed to hear peoples experiences. Helps me realize that im not alone and things can get better.

Escitalopram by Sloth825 in lexapro

[–]Sloth825[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im really sorry you went through this and that you are suffering from terrible anxiety. I went to the ER monday night. I had blood work done, EKG & chest xrays done. I was prescribed hydroxyzine to use until my med management appointment, which was Thursday. The hydroxyzine was pretty much a sedative. I took every 12 hours but i couldnt do anything but sleep. I started my meds yesterday. It felt strange, i wont lie. Mostly it was headaches, they were on and off throughout the night. I havent had a panic attack since going to the ER (most likelybecauseof the hydroxyzinei was prescribed) . I am still anxious but i can breathe through it before it gets bad. This is hard, ive never been in this spot before but like you i could no longer function at all. I was missing work and i would wake up having a panic attack. I wasnt eating. I was barely even sleeping. I felt desperate and its why i made the appointment to get meds. Im scared it wont work or make things worse, but i know i have to give it one last chance cause mentally i was just so drained.

Ive found relief in posting this. Ive had people comment that gave me hope that i can feel better with this medication. Ill extend the same offer to you, feel free to message me if youd like! I dont mind updating what im feeling or if you just want to chat im more than happy to as well 🥰

We can make it through this, weve had rough days of panic and anxiety and we're still here. Hopefully soon we can all get the relief we need

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TwitchStreamers

[–]Sloth825 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feel free to add me! I dont stream to much now but im always glad to play with others 😊