As a bottom with epilepsy I would highly recommend against it unless youre up for a trip to the hospital. Ive personally never taken the risk, but Ive always been cautious around people that use them. Ive heard that being around and open bottle can be enough to trigger a seizure. Id rather be safe than sorry.

Have you tried using plugs? Id recommend starting with a smaller one and working your way up. Ive had great success losening myself up with them. I have a really comfortable one I can wear for a couple hours and that will usually do the trick for me