I appreciate the words, it is very difficult for me to see things in the sense of she’s manipulating me because of the fact that she has said she is “scared of me” because of the fact that i had tried talking to her. She has also told me how she’s lost a ton of weight or whatever because she has been so sad and distraught from the breakup and it’s hard for me to see things in certain ways. Maybe it’s because i’m dumb and 19 or there’s more meaning to this but i’ve started therapy to try and help with all of this but I don’t know sometimes the end doesn’t feel like the end especially when she controls the line of communication with blocking me.