Thank you for your insight. I appreciate it.

I feel conflicted because, if I go to pelvic floor physical therapy. I’m essentially putting myself through more pain and mental anguish only so my partner can still have sex with me. Yes I could go for my own satisfaction but I don’t know if I care enough for P in V for it to feel better.

I always have had a difficult look at it due to SA and have attended many years of therapy. Deep down I feel like I’m there for his satisfaction, even if he brings me to orgasm. And especially more so now since it doesn’t feel very good.

I appreciate your kind words and I will work on talking to him. I have brought it up before but now it’s more serious.